Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee

75-When He Leaves Bruises 

“You think just because you are touching me I will melt in your arms?” I continued to cry and yell at him. I was tired of them all mistreating me 

It had been going on for days and days now. They would do something stupid and then come give me a little attention and I will forgive them. This is when they started thinking I am too easy to please. I didn’t set any boundaries and now they cross their limits whenever it pleases them. 

I had attachment issues and because of that, I craved love and affection. All my life I had been nothing but someone who nobody cared about 

My desperation to have someone who loved me dearly had dragged me into this mess where my mates think it is that easy to pursue me 

“You were always a douche to me,” I stated in heavy breaths. His grip around my arms loosened as he saw me pour my heart out with not only words but tears too. 

“I was fool enough to think of you as a potential mate. I was fool enough to take your little gestures of affection seriously. After we spent such a lovely time together in your pack, I at least expected you to ask me if I was fine when I told you guys about 

Jessica and her friends. Instead, you two mocked me and didn’t believe me. You were doing the same thing to me today, using my trauma to make fun of me in front of everyone. I just want to know one thing; do you guys not have powerful creatures to go after? Why waste your time and energy on bullying and fighting with a weak-ass omega like me?” I finished in gaps. My chest seemed to be inflating with air as it became hard for me to breathe. 

I noticed how his muscles had relaxed but his facial expressions softened with a pang of guilt over it. 

“It is not like you haven’t done anything wrong,” he let go of me completely and muttered under his breath. The uncertainty in his voice itself was a sign he wasn’t even sure what the hell he was talking about. He was just using a statement to call us even. 

wrong, tell me,” I looked him straight in the eyes and demanded him to tell me what was my fault in all

posture flinched when I

hyperventilating when I realized I wasn’t fine. He didn’t have anything to say either, I hope he realized he was just bullying me

hand on my

to kneel beside me but I waved my hand and got on my feet to avoid him.

is not like you didn’t insult me in front of -” he was upset that I wasn’t letting him come close to me.

didn’t respond to him and rushed behind the tree to throw

me and sat down with me. I had my head resting on the tree behind me and my eyes

just got so angry when I saw Thiago back in the academy and you forgiving him,” he whispered apologetically but it wasn’t going to fool me this time.

I am alone and that’s when I the happ-,” I couldn’t finish because of

alone. It’s not like we haven’t argued before,” he

this back and forth. I am tired

eat first. You will feel better once you are comfortable,” he tried to touch me but

I am sorry!” he uttered, “I am the one who didn’t hurt you the most though,” his statement got me into turning my heart around to

you for something. Lazlo is dating the same bitch who bullies you. I just was a little mean—,” he halted when I raised a brow, “A lot meaner but at least I am not like them,” he

I needed you, you pushed me away.” I reminded him of the day when he should