Take Your Time To Love Me

"By the way, I have something important to tell you. I'm going to the church tomorrow, but this time I'm going to buy something for the old man."While eating, Nancy began to discuss with Shawn."What do you want to buy?"Shawn played with the porcelain doll on Nancy's desk."Last time I went there, I noticed that most of grandma's living goods were old. I want to change it for her. After all, she has been alone there for so many years. She is very pitiful.""Okay, no problem. But in that case, I'll go to deal with my work now, so that I won't waste time."After saying that, Shawn smiled at Nancy and left the office.After dinner, Nancy began to have a purchase.When she bought most of things, she breathed a sigh of relief. But now, Nancy was not in a hurry to get it, because she knew that a lot of things needed to be done step by step. There must be a reason why the old man was unwilling to mention these things.Nancy knew that she could and was willing to wait, as long as she could finally know what happened to her mother.The next day, when she came to that church for the second time, she didn't feel completely strange as she did last time. On the contrary, she felt more familiar.This time, she didn't see grandmother praying. Instead, she was basking in the sun in the yard behind the church.The old man sitting on the rocking chair closed her eyes, looking very quiet and peaceful.Seeing this, Shawn and Nancy didn't go there to disturb the old man. Instead, they quietly moved the things down and put them away."You are here again?"However, they thought that they had already been very quiet, but they still did not escape the old man's ears. Perhaps, she had reached a certain level."Yes, grandma. I'm so sorry. I came here without telling you."After being discovered, Nancy and Shawn felt a little embarrassed."Why are you two so stubborn?"The old man didn't open her eyes, but still kept the calm look as before, murmuring.Being stubborn? Yes, they had to stick to this problem, because it was related to their mother. No matter what, they couldn't be careless."Grandma, we are here to visit you and buy something useful."Nancy didn't respond to grandmother's words, because she knew that she wouldn't get the answer today."Take it back. I don't need anything here. I'm used to the previous things. I feel safe and familiar."Grandma refused their kindness."Grandma, it's just a gift. If you really don't like it, you don't have to use it.""Shawn, go and change the tools that were used for drying up the clothes. The previous ones are a little unstable, so it's not easy to use them."While talking to grandmother, Nancy indicated what Shawn should do.However, what Nancy chose were all these things that looked ordinary, but it was difficult for grandma to deal with them alone."Okay, I'll change it right away."Shawn answered and then went to work.Although grandma didn't change her expression, she was a little moved in her heart.Originally, she had been cultivating here all her life. She was used to holding a grateful heart for everything, and this time was no exception.However, even so, the old man still had some mental barriers that were difficult to overcome."Thank you for what you have done for me today. I am grateful. God bless you safe all the time."After Shawn changed all the things that could be changed except for grandmother's personal belongings, the old man stood up, trembling, but her tone was full of sincerity."Grandma, please don't say thank you. My brother and I have long lost our mother, the woman in your photo, so we have been living in an environment where we are lack of love. In fact, I'm really sorry to come to bother you twice in a row, but it's all because of our love for our mother. We want to know her past."Seeing this, Nancy immediately stepped forward and helped grandma up.As an old woman, it was inevitable for her to be inconvenient to move."Yes, grandma. If our mother had really stayed here before she died, we would like to know her story, but we were too young to share her pain."When he said this, Shawn couldn't help but sob. A man over 1.8 meters tall, who was in his youth, could not restrain his feelings at the moment.The two of them were not trying to arouse grandma's sympathy.A sigh came from the old man's mouth among the three people."You two are both good kids. I believe that Tami will be happy in heaven. God bless you."Tears could be seen in her eyes."Grandma, so you really know our mother?"Tami was just their mother's nickname. In a word, everyone around them was used to calling her in this way.Nancy couldn't restrain his excitement.Tami was the name of their mother who they loved deeply. Her name was full of the gentleness of an upper class, but unfortunately, her life was full of hardships."Well, I have promised Tami that I won't tell anyone else. For the sake of your two children's sincerity, you can come here to have a look as long as you miss your mother. But don't always think that grandma will tell you something. It's not good for you. Just live a healthy life."It seemed that this was the biggest compromise that Grandma could make.Although Nancy and Shawn were a little disappointed, what grandma said must be the wish of their mother.It must be a big progress and breakthrough."Sister, it seems that grandma is determined not to tell us. We..."On their way back, Shawn turned to look at Nancy and asked."I can understand grandma. It doesn't matter. Let's do it step by step. We can't be too anxious. The answer is that we need to explore, right?"Nancy's words made Shawn not so unwilling for the time being.Yes, they had to take their time to get the answer.