Sweet Sorrow novel Chapter 198

Consuela bit her lower lip, lowered her head and said nothing.

She didn't retort, but acquiesced.

The joy of reunion disappeared in an instant. Nicole couldn't believe that Consuela was pregnant, although it was obvious that this was the truth.

"It's from Bevis isn't it?" Asked Nicole softly.

Consuela nodded and walked back to the living room. Sitting on the sofa, she said indifferently, " I knew it not long time ago after I left A City."

Thinking of the message from Consuela, Nicole sat down and asked slowly, "that's why you are emotionally unstable, isn't it?"

"Yes." With a bitter smile, Consuela continued, "I was scared when I first found out. I wanted to contact you at that time, but I didn't have the guts and I was too embarrassed to do that. I didn't want to delay until now."

"If I hadn't come here this time, wouldn't you have told me?"

"I don't know. Nicole, I don't know how to tell you. Do you understand? "

Nicole couldn't help but sigh, "Consuela, I understand your difficulties, but how can you bear such a big thing alone? As your friend, if I can't be with you when you are in the most painful time, what's the meaning of my existence?"

"Nicole..."

"No matter what happens in the future, you must tell me and let me handle it with you, okay?"

Tears welled up in her eyes, Consuela sniffed and said slowly, "okay."

The two of them kept silent for a while. Looking at Consuela's belly, Nicole asked, "are you going to keep this baby?"

"Yes..." Without any hesitation, Consuela answered seriously, "although I broke up with Bevis, this baby is also carrying my blood. He will come to this world soon. I can't just kill him like this."

"I do understand."

"And I want to give birth to this baby because it's Bevis's. "

Nicole shook her head helplessly and sighed, "Consuela, you still can't let him go."

"It's not that easy." Consuela stood up and walked to the window. Looking at the sky outside, she said sadly, "the more I want to forget him these days, the more I can't forget him. I don't know if I'm in love with him or not. I don't know if it's just my obsession."

Nicole didn't interrupt Consuela. She just listened to her quietly.

"Besides, he has lost a child. I hate that woman, so I can't be like her." With a faint smile, Consuela continued, "and I have my own selfish motive. As long as I have this child, I will have a close relationship with Bevis all my life."

"Are you going to sacrifice your whole life for the sake of Bevis? What if you fall in love with someone else after a period of time? " Guessed Nicole. She didn't want to see Consuela fall so deeply.

Shaking her head, Consuela said, "it's hard, Nicole. Don't you find that as we get older, it's really difficult for us to fall in love with someone so much."

"Yes..."

"If you break up with Jacob one day, will you still love others as if you like him?" Consuela asked Nicole in return.

Nicole paused and shook her head.

Not to mention in the future, during this period of time, she also found that although she married Austin, her feelings for Austin were far less deep than for Jacob.

Perhaps people's hearts were there. Once a person walked in and filled it, the others would no longer have a vacant seat.