Chapter 181 The Letter Says It All
Ethan…
This was a name that carved into my bones. Someone I’d never forget, regardless whether I was in this world or not.
I took a deep breath and considered what she was asking me. I’d had a chance to say goodbye to my son. I would tell Vicky and Georgia how much I loved them and appreciated their friendship.
What, if anything, did I wish to say to Ethan?
I managed to shake my head a bit. “No,” I said,
Georgia’s eyes were wide open, as if she was heartbroken for her brother. However, seeing me fading, she didn’t press.
I whispered, “I’ve already told him everything I needed to say
“You have?” she asked, kneeling down next to me now.
“Yes, I told her. Tell him… tell him if he’s not sure what to think… how to interpret my feelings for him.. tell him to read the letter again.”
The letter?’ Vicky asked, clarifying She knew which one I meant.
The last time I thought I’d never see Ethan again, I’d told him everything. At the time, he’d thought I was already dead. Now that I was dying… there was nothing I’d want to say differently.
Closing my eyes, I finally admitted to myself that till this day, I still loved him. In fact, I had always loved him.
I came to understand that all of the fear, the anger, and the disappointment were because of the love I had for him.
Therefore, every lie he told, regardless whether he meant it or not, hurt. Every wrong he had done to me, regardless of how small it was, I couldn’t bear.
However, now I was at the end of my life, all I could see closing my eyes was his gentle blue eyes on me. I could almost smell his scent I longed for his arms around me
Yes. The letter says it all.”
**Ethon’s POV
“Alpha, our defense had been pushed back.”
“Alpha, the enemy’s reinforcements have arrived, Led by King Kal, and they are approaching.”
“Alpha, it’s urgent! They are starting to surround us!”
A large map was stretched out across the table in front of us, and as the different messengers came in to report the information about troop movements out on the battlefield, I pleced markers wherever the enemy troops were located. “How many are there?” I asked one of the messengers, a tall, slender man with a pale face who looked terrified. No wonder he wasn’t a warrior.
“On the right side, they have moved up at least twelve thousand warriors, sir,” he said, swallowing hard.
I nodded. “And the left?’
“Our reports show that there are at least ten thousand on the left, sir.” He blinked a few times, like he wos trying to get
the courage up to tell me the total number. “And… another ten thousand in the center.”
King
up to see that the voice was commander Landon’s. He would
was important
nodded
I asked the
one who had been reporting asked, clearly not
explain myself. “How
coming fast, but the forest is
already knew to be positioned in the three different sectors, and
I looked at the maps again, continuing to check the
rate, with these numbers, they could easily surround us, cut the palace off from the outside world, and lay siege to
would have to think of something major that we could do to stop them. Otherwise,
sudden, my heart started to pound
couldn’t breathe. It was as if
at me worriedly. He asked through
moment. Take over the
“Commander Landon, my Beta will continue going through the detailed reports with everyone. I need some quiet time to sort
turned and walked out
I needed to see Rosalie, right then. Something
she would be fine. She said she’d be fine a couple of days ago She said she just needed to rest and asked me to help her
out, urging me to move faster and faster. With every step that I took, the twisting motion within me became worse. No matter how much I tried to be positive,
the threshold of her room, I saw both Georgia and Vicky standing around her bed, tears filling their eyes.
to get my head around the situation. My gaze fell upon Rosalie, who laid very still
moment,
lowered my voice. I didn’t want to
must be just
myself calling her softly.
move. Why didn’t
look away from her stunning white hair.my instinct told me not to focus on
one hand on my shoulder.
her. “She’s
to the bed, then
Vicky was sobbing. I scolded them in low voice. What the f*ck
did they act like this? Rosalie
the room. I held Rosalie’s hand in mine, but as the temperature of her hands began to fade, my heart started to
could
No.
treat
could I accept that she was
me a chance to apologize to her
was so ashamed of
up to her, and it was all good because I’d
want me to be her mate, I’d stay away as if I didn’t exist in her life. I’d watch her, protect her, and love her from
needed, I’d give
on her, I’d wanted her, but through my own
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