She's the luna I want novel Chapter 18

JACE.

A soft moan reached my ears, and my arms automatically wrapped around the petite female beside me while she snuggled against my neck. Her warm and wet mouth trailed down my skin as she suckled and nibbled it.

My hand lowered until I reached the hem of her shirt. I slipped my fingers under the fabric until I was able to cup her round ass. She had no underwear.

I usually don’t dream of Amara this way, and I wanted to take advantage. At least in my dreams, I could cross the line as much as I wanted to.

I squeezed her ass tightly, slapping it, and it made a low growl reverberate from my chest.

My kitten purred and wrapped one leg around my body. I didn’t waste time and let my hand crawl lower until it reached her wet pussy.

I knew my dream would be over soon, but I wanted to feel her. a

She was fucking wet.

I slid my middle finger into her wet entrance, pushing my finger deeper inside her, and I could almost hear her juices squeaking from my intrusion as if it were the real thing.

I began ramming my finger in and out of her while letting my thumb slide in between her ass cheeks.

I was enjoying the warmth and tightness of her pussy and I couldn’t stop a low grunt from escaping my throat.

"Jace..." she whimpered as her body stiffened as if she were just beside me...

Fuck!

My eyes snapped open when it hit me that I slept beside Amara last night. I tipped my head down and saw her staring at me, her eyes wide open, and the guilt crashed over me so hard that my body jolted and so did my hand — withdrawing from her and rolling to my side of the bed, that I ended up falling to the floor.

"Jace!" She yelled before I saw her head peeking from the bed while I lay flat on the floor, staring at her confused face.

"What are you doing?" It was the only thing I could think of to say. But I meant to ask myself and not her.

"I thought I’d wake you up as it’s almost six, and you usually work at six. But you're not moving, so... I..." She was stammering. "I tickled your neck."

With her mouth.

I nodded my head before I pushed my body up from the floor without looking at her, and grabbed my shirt from the nearby couch. I put it on before I turned around to face her, placing a hand on my waist. "I should go. You can go back to sleep, breakfast is at eight."

"I know breakfast is at eight."

"Okay." I swallowed and motioned with my thumb toward the door. "I’ll go."

Guilt was still washing over me like a tidal wave, and I had no idea if I should apologize or just ignore it. I chose the latter.

"Your pillow," she said before I reached the door.

"Of course." I smiled at her and watched as she tossed it my way before catching it with one hand. I immediately unlocked the door and walked out, not even throwing another glance at her because I was sure she was disappointed with me.

I couldn’t even own up to my own actions.

I thought it was a dream, as I would never touch her in that manner, even if I wanted to.

I brushed my hand over my face when Amara’s pussy scent made my cock twitch — I didn’t even realize I was walking down the stairs instead of going up to my room.

A smirk tugged on my lips before I slipped my middle finger into my mouth and sucked it.

That was fucking tasty.

I was still sucking when I heard footsteps from the other side of the hallway as I reached the end of the stair. I pulled my hand from my mouth and watched as Beta Tyler walked in with a coffee in his hand.

"What’s with the pillow?" He asked as we walked side by side toward my office.

"Huh?" I was baffled by his question until I realized I was still holding my pillow.

He chuckled before he continued. "If you want to sleep more, then go back to bed. No early meeting so you can catch up on your sleep."

"I’m good, man."

"Are you sure?" He opened the office door and let me in first. "You smell of Amara."

"What? We just sleep."

"I didn’t say anything. Just that you smell of her. Maybe go shower before Catherine smells you and she freaks out…"

Or get the idea that she was allowed to do this with Tyler? I added it for myself.

I nodded my head at him before turning. "I’ll be back."

"Alpha," His voice sounded serious, and it made me halt my walking. I was sure I would receive some serious words from my Beta. "Are you sure of what you’re doing? Are you not putting yourself in a bigger hole?"

I didn’t reply. Instead, I walked out of my office with his words ringing in my head.

I knew where he was coming from.

Even without saying anything, I knew Tyler loved my sister from the very beginning. He had never paid attention to or shown loyalty to any female except Catherine, but his parent’s fate was the only thing holding him back from taking a step forward to tell her how he felt about her.

Tyler grew up believing he could not reject his fated mate — that the Goddess had given his parents a beautiful gift when she forgave them for their mistakes. And that he was not allowed to make the same mistake again of rejecting his mate.

He was taught that his fated mate was the only one he was meant to be with.

We had the same belief, but for some reason, my Beta had more control than me.

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AMARA.

I showered and put on the clothes I had yesterday, but I didn’t have any underwear as I didn’t want to use them again.

This was not the first time I went commando anyway. It might be a little uncomfortable with jeans, but I think I could pull it off until I had time to go back to my dorm. But even if I had been ready to get moving, I was stuck in place.

I’d been staring at the bathroom mirror for quite some time now, and I was still unsure of how I should approach Jace after what happened this morning.

I went overboard by waking him up with those kisses on his neck. I was expecting an outburst and scolding, so when he started touching me, my body reacted weirdly.

But I hoped he didn’t stop touching me. His finger felt so right inside my pussy that the moment he left the room, I got up, locked the door, and proceeded to touch myself.

Just a few seconds of him inside me got me addicted, and just the thought of it was making me wet.

I let out a deep sigh before grabbing my small purse. I exited the bathroom and scanned the whole room. After making sure everything was tidy and the bed was perfectly fixed, I headed for the door.

This was it. Either Jace would ignore what happened or he would scold me for tempting him.

‘Don’t cry if he scolds you. You just kissed him, which he’s been doing with you all night, it was him that crossed the line when he put his finger inside you.’ Ice told me, giving me the confidence I needed.

Right. He was the one at fault here. Not me.

I skipped down the stairs and headed for the dining room. I could already smell breakfast, and it made me hungry. I was about to turn to enter the kitchen when I bumped into Catherine.

"What are you doing here?" Her eyes were rounding, but she didn’t stop walking.

"I was out later than curfew, so I asked your brother if I could stay here."

"But you know I’m leaving for school before eight. I can’t wait for you or I’ll be late." She said as she walked backward, heading for the main door.

"I’m okay. Jace will have someone drive me to school, or if not, I’m sure I can find a way."

"Okay. See you at break time." She waved before turning around and rushing out of the packhouse while I made my way to the dining room, only to stop on my track when my eyes landed at the head of the table.

Jace was already seated, and beside him were his Beta and Gamma.

"Good morning, Lady Amara." Beta Tyler greeted me.

"It’s Amara, Beta Tyler. Am I late?" I asked, flashing them a wide smile as my gaze shifted between the three of them.

"No. We just sat down. Come and eat with us." Gamma Austin smiled and tapped the seat beside him.

I saw Jace’s forehead crease.

Oh, well, I could seat beside the Beta or the Gamma, or on the other side facing Jace, but maybe pushing my luck a bit wouldn’t hurt.

"Thanks," I smiled at Austin and sat beside him before taking the plate that the Omega handed me.

"Catherine left. How you will get to school?" Tyler asked.

I was about to say the same thing I told Catherine, but Gamma Austin butted in.

"I can drive you. I don’t have any schedule until later."

I would rather have Jace drive me, but if he doesn’t want to, what choice do I have? I was about to nod my head when he finally spoke.

"I’ll drive Amara."

"Don’t you have an appointment this morning?" Tyler asked.

"I do. But I’ll drive her."

"I can do it, Alpha." Austin insisted. "Otherwise you’ll be rerouting. You should be on the other side…"

"I’ll drive Amara."

"Are you sure? I don’t mind." Austin again.

"I brought her here last night, then I should be the one driving her back to the academy."

"Cut it out, Austin. The alpha said he would do it." Tyler said, a coy smile plastered on his face.

"Perhaps we should ask Amara whether the Alpha or I should drive her."

"Your charm doesn’t work with Amara. You should have known that for years." Tyler chuckled.

"I haven’t tried this year. Who knows Amara is my fated mate?" He turned his head and winked at me, but I could tell he was just teasing me. "So what do you say I drive you to school? I’m not as grumpy as Jace. I’m sure we will have fun in the car."