SAGE

Sage Miller

I'm fucked up. I know I am. I've always known that. Killing your own mother without so much as a single thought proves that you're beyond fucked up.

Half the things I do I don't know why I do it. I do it just because. I do it because I'm fucked up.

"Your cruelty has no boundaries." She spat viciously.

My heart sank as I heard the venom in her words. She hates me. She has to.

I don't blame her but I can't help myself.

Fighting fire with fire, it never works. It never does but I can't seem to stop. I'm sadistic, bite me.

"You're a monster Sage." She cried out yelling.

I already knew that but hearing her say that killed me.

"I know." I murmured. "But I don't want to be."

Something about her makes me one. I have no boundaries when she's concerned.

"Just leave Sage. I don't wanna see you, I don't wanna talk to you. I hate you." She spat, violently wiping her tears.

"No you don't." I said calmly.

"Are you happy? You humiliated me. You degraded me. Are you satisfied or do you want to do more damage. Because if you want to, there's no more damage you could do. You've done that time and time again."

This time I've crossed a line. I knew that much.

"I'm sorry." I told her. I'm not sure if I really meant it.

The truth is I didn't mean it, she had it coming when she decided her time is worthy for that asswipe and no me.

He will break her when I'm the only one allowed to do so.

"Wow, Sage apologized." She let out a humorless laugh. "Don't you have somewhere else to be? A girlfriend yo be with."

She sneer and spat all at the same time.

Kate can suck my dick twice on a Tuesday or jump off a cliff for all I care.

"I'm right where I'm suppose to be." I told her.

"Just go Sage. Go." She yelled getting up.

For the first time I realised how broken she looked.

Her shoulders were slagged, her face was so puffy from crying and her eyes were so red.

I did that. Even when I saw the damage I've done, somewhere inside me it wasn't enough because I can't fix her.

I wanted to be her hero.

"I don't wanna go." I firmly told her. "I want to be right here."

Her eyes held so much rage and hatred, hatred for me.

"You have a girlfriend Sage. A whole girlfriend. Go to her. She's waiting for you. Go Sage because you're not wanted here." She yelled.

She was trying not to let her pain show but I've always saw her right through her and today was no different.

"Fuck Kate. I want to be right here." I yelled.

She froze for a second before she scoffed.

"Just go." She said. She was no longer yelling.

"Why won't you understand that I don't wanna go?" I asked her talking a step forward.

She stayed rooted in her place refusing to be intimidated. I was proud of her for that.

"Because you will leave. You never stay." She answered looking away.

I took another step forward and another.

"You seem to forget dear Alora that you're the one who always leaves." I reminded sweetly and stopped in front of her.

She looked around seeming to be thinking if she should step back or stand her ground.

"And you forget why I always leave." She counted and tilted her head up, proud of herself for the comeback.

"No I don't forget, Smurf." I purred lowering my voices.

She cleared the throat before speaking.

"So you understand why I always leave." Her voice was an octave higher.

I inwardly smirked. It was so damn easy to fall to our routine.

"I will never understand. I'm so much better than him." I fired back.

She frowned a bit as if we weren't talking about the same thing.

"What are you talking about? You think I always leave because of him?" She asked narrowing her eyes.

"Isn't that the reason?" I countered.

"You're so oblivious." She told me shaking her head.

In two seconds I closed the distance between us.

Harshly, I snaked my hand around her waist and hoisted her to me.

"But there is something I'm not oblivious on." I told her pressing my lips just under her ear.

"Uh-what is that?" She asked, she was a bit breathless and flustered.

"You. I know you." I whispered. "I bet you're wet right now."

She began to shake her head.

"Yes you are, you are wet for me." I argued. "Always for me."

my own

was hard as a rod. Hard for

me Smurf, does he makes you feel like I do?" I kissed her neck

hand went

get wet like you do for me?" She moaned and tilted her head back to

him?" I kissed the based of her

touch always enough?" I bend down

do?" I pulled her leg

her, one hand on her waist the other on the back of

moaned loudly when I kissed her throat

Smurf, I know you want to."

me he doesn't hold a candle to me. Say it."

knee a

there between

yes, Yes."

what Smurf?" I asked adding even more

doesn't hold a candle to you." She threw up the words

in triumph and kissed her

then the door decided to open but

"The fuck." He yelled.

Her eyes widen

around quickly and saw Axel by the door holding the door Bob, looking like she wanted to

I growled.

a point to

it was

I rolled my eyes.

"The fuck." He repeated.

already said that." I

it." He warned pointing

I spat at

rising fast. The asshole's shoulders were

said and tried to side step but I

yeah what am I thinking Alora?" The asshole yelled and I glared at him but before

"Um-i-Axel." Alora stuttered.

so you can whoring around with this barstard." He yelled

now rolling out

her a whore asshole." I warned talking a step towards

the shoe fits." He glared at

stop." I

face. It made contact with my face and I stumbled back bumping

"Axel." Alora screeched.

pain shoot through my

balance and stood upright holding

when you mess with people's girlfriends." He sneered

look at my spit to see it I bled or

My spit was clear.

I sneered at him.

swing if you won't fucking finish." I warned him before I lunged

as my fist colored

and threw

asshole wanted to swing I'll swing right back at him. Only

please." I barely registered Alora screaming desperately

him

me off Axel but I shrugged the hands of

registered who the hands belonged to and I just

fast my body still pumping with adrenalin of the fight and adrenalin of what I

the floor. They widened and I froze, my body

as the asshole came around me and squated next

guilt as I looked at

from me but not before I saw the

shook me to my

whispered again but this time Axel whipped his head to me and glare

done. You could've done serious damage you fucker." He

as I looked at her.

Axel asked her. "Does

hate that she couldn't

"Alora." I called again.

fucking lost." Axel

Alora to see if she wanted me to leave

didn't look at me. She leaned

didn't want

and made a

closed the door with a loud bang that it bounced off the frame and

back as I

are, I've been looking for you everywhere."

spun around to what felt like a

I

her even two seconds. I spun around again ready to

asked but I didn't answer

words to her and yanked my elbow from

you. You can't leave me alone and don't answer. I as ked a question and I expect you to answer that. I looked like a fool alone in

and spun around.

Can it."

At first her eyes

question and when

didn't stick around to see hurt covering her feature.

so you can run to her the second you got a chance. How could you?" She was

hearing her hurt not because I give two shits about her but because I've seen and heard enough of that for

air if New York. My first time here and it

someone stopped and gave me a stink eye

me. I bend down till my

talking or you know what will happen." I whispered warningly before I pulled away from

should know when to fucking

a cab and got.

and texted Styles telling

barely heard the driver asking where to with

we again?" I

to ignoring me not that I mind any

time later we arrived. I paid

I realised I left the keycard that gives me excess to the penthouse