SAGE

Chapter 11

Sage Miller

I'm not a good guy. I can own up to that. I won't pretend that I'm good when I'm not but there's one person I never wanna show my bad side to, because she doesn't deserve to be associated with anything bad.

Because I want to be a hero to her, always. I have to be her hero. I need to be the hero, for everyone. I need people to believe in me.

My thoughts were interrupted when I finally saw Alora stranding towards me with confidence after waiting for so long for her.

And I was pissed. I have never waited this long for her.

"Where the fuck have you been?" I wasted no time and went off on her as soon as she was standing in front of me. "Do you know how long I've been waiting for you?"

"I have a life Sage." She replied rolling her eyes off.

"I swear to God Alora. Please help me." I tried showing her how angry I was but I couldn't without smashing into something. I'm not patient.

So instead of talking, I yank her to me roughly and smashed my lips with hers with force. She was barely keeping up with me but she tried to.

I poured my anger to the kiss and gripped a fist full of her blue hair and pulled her head back exposing her neck to me.

I snaked my other arm around her waist and pulled her to me. I attacked her neck and suck making sure to leave a mark.

"I want you so bad. I've been wanting you for so long." The words escaped my lips before I could catch them.

I felt her freeze the same time I did.

"Sage." She called me warningly. "You... eh.... are.."

She failed to say anything. I just held her shocked that I just said that out loud. I heard exactly what I said and how it sounded. I pulled back a little not letting her go completely.

"We said no feelings." She breathed out and I did the same.

"And there ain't any." I said lying through my teeth. I don't know what I feel for her but I do know I'm feeling something. Strong. The feeling went along the lines of possessive.

"And what was that. The thing you just said." He said it like the words disgust her.

"I want you." I shrugged. I down played the magnitude of the words. "I want to fuck you. What's wrong with that? I haven't fucked you in so long."

She narrowed her eyes at me looking for something in my eyes.

"Ok." She said but her body was still tense.

I wasted no time and pulled her back to me. She could never deny me. I attacked her neck again. I began to suck and she moaned and I sucked harder.

Suddenly as if remembering something she pushed my head.

"I don't want any hickey." She told me and I frowned at her.

I unwrapped myself from her and stared at her. She use to love when I marked her.

"What?" I asked confused.

"I don't__." She started bit I cut her off.

"I heard that but what? Since when?"

She averted her gaze and I knew she was hiding something from me.

My jaw worked itself.

"I just dont want them anymore." She tried to explain.

"Yeah I got that but why? I want a valid reason."

She started to stummer and like I said before. I'm not good guy. I have my flaws, too many flaws.

I cut her hesitation but attacking her neck and making sure to leave more marks.

She tried to struggle but I sucked harder.

"Get off me Sage." She managed to push me off and I stumbled back taken aback.

"What's wrong with you?" I boomed.

"What is wrong with you?" She threw back.

"You got a boyfriend. Is that it? You afraid he'll find out what a cheat and whore you really are, huh? Is that why you took so long. Where you with him before you came here? Is that why you took so long? You kissed him before you came here? Is that fucking it? You fucking whore. What is it? You have a boyfriend now? Then what are you doing here? You wanted a break for your boy toy. I'm your plaything right."

I didn't give her an opportunity to say anything. I blew off taking all the conclusion that came to mind.

I watched her face go from disbelief to shell shock then horror and I didn't feel an ounce of guilt.

I don't even know where that came from but going off on her felt disgustingly good.

"Cat got your tongue?" I smirked then pulled her to me.

I honestly didn't care if she was struggling. I smacked my lips on hers but didn't move them just to leave her with an aftertaste.

I hummed on her lips then let her push me of her and I laughed. I turned around still smiling, her face full of horror and shock.

I didn't let my mind wander off back to what just happened. I blocked her out of my mind.

Just like I said before, I only pretend that I'm all good and mighty for one and one girl only. And that's not her.

I'm not a good guy and I probably never will. I'm just bad.

I'm just like Clara. No matter how much I try not to be but I'm her son after all. How much could I defer from her.

The days went by and all they proved is that my life is crap. The bad days seemed to be piling up, one bad day after another.

I would say I don't know how days have passed since I saw Alora but I would be lying. I know exactly how long it's been. It's been 9 days and 3 hours. I know all of that. I'm pathetic right.

I'm more pathetic because I even know the minutes. My days since then have been hell.

The tension between Sebastian and I is insufferable. I tried talking to him but he's shit hell stubborn and hot headed.

One time it came to blows and since then I tried staying out of his way.

It's hard to because we're in the same gang and we kinda have to talk sometimes when Styles tells me to tell him something.

I think Styles does it on purpose just because he can. He likes to stir trouble and create the awkward interactions. He's an asshole like that.

He wants to see if I'll snap and do something but I won't. I won't give Styles what he wants.

And this messed up my summer plans. Sebastian, Connor and I were planning to drink our asses off but that's not happening anymore.

I do have my nights with Connor sometimes but other times he just disappears without a word.

He still doesn't wanna talk to his mom but I did call her and tell her that Connor is fine.

Lately when I'm at the hideout I spent my time at Styles office or ride along when he's doing arrands.

He was true to his words when he said if I stick with him I'll get to see how big the cartel is. And fucking damn, it is huge and u haven't even seen half of it

that I don't hang with them when I'm at the hideout anymore. They are jealous because

now, they sort of hate me. Rumours spread of how I'm his favourite and how I don't deserve to be since I'm the

them most

snapped to him and my jaw dropped and I choked and coughed

of what

how we got to

when I got my coughing under

as Styles laughed hard throwing his head back.

shipment of guns on a harbour. Yes.. the cartel deals with guns too. That's the other

that's there's a load of other

He pointed out shaking his head

to me about

most of what you said." I said trying to redeem myself.

He said sarcastically

suddenly asked

she what?" I tried playing innocent and he

look. Who's messing up with your head Miller?"

she is." He teased me and I knew he

my gut." I

around when I'm free and he hates Alora. He'll be more thrilled to know she won't come around the

me off, he's either

D-bag right now and he hates

Alora and I don't wanna mess their relationship with

girlfriend just someone

"You're just fucking her it's not like you're in love

body went stiff. I tried to hide it and listened

yourself another

do it for me like she does. They__" I stopped

not in love. I only love woman and that's Eve. There's no space for someone else in

two are getting attached.

of it. She wanted to call it quiets. I could tell but

heartless but it's not. You're saving yourself. Soon or later she would've wanted more than you're willing to give. She would've wanted a relationship and rings and all that shit woman wants. And you wouldn't have been able to give it to her. Unless you're

My mind automatically concluded for

were ready. I

that I barely heard it. I almost thought it was

into the trucks. And I

declared standing up and walking

away from me he turned around and said something that made my

Dante's killer." He paused. "Or at least the traitor at

I watched as he gave gave orders. Completely in control of

that are 30 years or more. And they

lately I'm always exhausted. Styles's job is exhausting and I'm not even the one doing it. I just tag

the living I'm surprised to see Connor home. I actually jumped,

breathed out. "You're

He rolled his eyes.

else would I be?"

I mumbled indicating

next to him. He spared me a glance and

He pointed out in a monotone voice and I wanted to be sarcastic but I was tired and sarcasm is

I'm fucking hungry."

now. Can warm it for you." He started to get up but I grabbed his

told him. "Beside pizza

I can actually hear Eve saying 'You're better than

box on the counter. I was actually lazy to take out a plate so I just

fridge and took out the last bottle of water that I

and closed it. I opened it and drank, eating my pizza and after the second piece my

went back to the fridge and

I don't remember stocking the fridge. In fact it was almost empty except for some spoilt food I had

and opened it again. I'm not crazy.

and saw Connor

fridge." I didn't ask him. It was a statement

I only did the buying. Kate did that." He said and I actually choked on my own

then drank

for you."

bills and I

it for the cable or water bill

frowned at him and I was actually insulted by his gesture. I never made any action showing that he should pay

he bought because he'll probably eat everything by himself but

You're my guest." I tried to sound neutral as I made it up the stairs to shower. "You're my

me when you

going?" I asked and cringed mentally hoping I didn't sound controlling because you never know how people interpret it.

pounding on

tonight." He said and a grin broke out

he finally

you. Go. Don't make her wait." I urged him

I said to myself.

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is

Connor Simpson POV

always hate it though. My life was perfect, well as perfect as

with it, even with a blackmailing asshole, I was content. Up until a few weeks back that

parked in front of me

asshole of a boss gave me a night off when I aksed. I hardly get

wondering. Why is he blackmailing you? What's he blackmailing you with? What is he making you

answer all

A real asshole if you ask me. I fucking hate him. I may

is he blackmailing me? A funny story really,

a ghetto township and

me to steal and drift with it. I wasn't going to steal steal it. I was just going to drift and bring

suppose to know he can control the

and he let me do it. I drifted and when I was bringing it back it

camera and it captured everything.

to get me

I've been

snapped out of my thoughts the cab had already stopped

tip. I'm finally getting paid for racing for that

for his tires for seven months, he was finally paying

first increasing my debt to him because he had to pay the bet money since I couldn't afford

Now I'm very good.

and exhaled and walked up to the door. It felt so foreign being

knocked once and

into a tight hug and I felt her shaking and small sniffs. I couldn't return the hug. I just let

Sure I talked to her for a few seconds during this

come."

myself

I told

happy you did." She beamed stepping aside letting me

like a stranger inside my own

for any changes. It's was

looked like my house but didn't either.

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