Sage Miller
Hell isn't where the devil lies but sometimes hell is the house you're are afraid to be alone in.
I have a fear that almost told loosing Eve and that is being left alone in this house.
My demons are a few feets away from me, demons I can't out run.
My eyes kept glancing at the basement door like she'd gonna walk out any minute.
Maybe burying her in the house I live in wasn't the smartest choice but it was the only choice I had. It guaranteed that she's never be found.
But every time I was alone in this house I felt like she'll dig herself out and walk out of that basement.
But that's impossible right? How could she when she's buried under concrete. Hard concrete.
I tried keeping up the conversation listening to her as she explained her worries. I couldn't even sympathize with her because I hate the woman they were looking for even if she was my mother.
"I haven't seen her since last August or something." I lied poorly but the woman barely noticed my lack of patience or my jittery movements.
"This is so unlike her. She hasn't been to work too. It's been months. I've checked all her normal spots and she hasn't been to any of them in months. The last time I spoke to her she was coming here."
She was pacing. I realised that even if Clara was horrible, she still had people that cared and loved her. People as horrible as her but they did care about her.
But that didn't suddenly make me feel guilty for what I did. I would do it again if it meant getting her out of our lives for good.
"She never made it I guess. I haven't seen her." I lied again playing with nails.
She immediately snap out of whatever spell she's been under and my eyes widen, my heart pounded even harder than I thought was possible.
I stepped back afraid that she has caught on. I was paranoid.
"I'm going. If she comes back tell her I'm looking for her." She declares and pull herself together. She walks out the door not telling me her name but she didn't need to.
I already knew her. I've seen her too many times right here whenever Clara was here.
Hearing that I calmed down and my heart beat returned to normal. I then released the breath I've been holding.
Even though that was a close one but it's over and I couldn't let the fear that's been lingering around me get to me now.
Clara is dead and no one will ever find her. Only two people know where she is buried and Styles would never tell a soul.
I don't know why I trust him after he betrayed my sister but I do. I have this feeling that him and I are very much alike.
I try to avoid my paranoia most of the time but I'm afraid of someone finding out what I did. It's not possible right? I try to tell myself that but I still fear it.
The whole morning I tried shaking the feeling but that woman shook in me. People are gonna ask question, this is just the beginning and I'm scared I'll give myself away.
I showered and got dressed. I drove down the familiar road. The relief I felt driving down the road was unlimited.
I parked next to the floral shop and got out the car.
"Mrs Bell." I grinned at the old lady.
"Sage." She beamed at me. "I haven't seen you in so long, what happened?"
but over time the visits got fewer and fewer that I only come here on days
been busy." I explained
visiting him. I thought you've forgotten him." She frowned for
him." I told her and she
to visit." It was more of a statement than
around." She said and I nodded sadly
She asked to lighten
I replied
right up." She said and we made small
you know." I told Mrs
face lit
I gloat
it. Now you also have
have to wait two years for that." I told her and left
of white and pink carnations and one
bid Mrs
Bell." I did a
waved
smiled and drove away. I like Mrs Bell, her persona has a
was much more calm than I was ten
over the years. My eyes travel over each stone as I mentally read the names until I
Mike Peter Miller
loving father and a
heavy sigh letting the trouble
shoulders relax a little and everything seems to be blown away by
and placed the new flowers on the pot. I smiled as memories of dad and Eve played in my
dad." I grinned. "I know what you're gonna say. 'Why haven't you come see me'. I'm sorry it took me a while and I have no excuse for that. I
used to tell dad every little thing.
past year haven't been at easy. So many bad things happened but good things happened too. A lot of things changed." I started to explain. "Eve is still angry I guess, she always has been that's
longest time I sit there just staring at space, completely zoned out. I played the memories of the past year in my mind. A lot has happened and
be like you and fill your shoes in her life but it's not
Clara was her mother. But it made sense too, no mother
back like I always do when
but I'll try and make her visit you soon. I'm not sure how that will help. She hasn't
I inhaled and exhaled.
the first time. I held
expected something to happen. Thunder or a storm or
morning breeze continued blowing
all, he did love Clara. I hate to admit it but they
breeze
been better. The storm or the
or maybe I did." I frown at my thought. "I mean she was horrible and hurt us a
the events
blood. She wouldn't have survived. I just ended her misery.
that it didn't matter why I did it. I killed her. I snapped
I whispered into
longest time I sit there in peace feeling a huge weight being lifted off my shoulders for finally saying
her a lot and she looks so much like
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