Royalty Gone Bad

Saïda’s POV:

I stirred in sleep and yawned a little. I rubbed my eyes and slowly opened them. Waiting for my vision to adjust, I finally realised where I was. I was still in the tent.

I turned to my other side and I was face to face with Asahd. My heart skipped a beat, even though he was still asleep. Thoughts of the previous night immediately rushed into my mind.

′Oh gawd. What did I do? Asahd, what did we do?′

I felt my tummy turn and goosebumps take over my skin. The guilt and confusion I felt were undescribable. Why did we do that? Why did we let the other do what they were doing. I stared at him while he slept.

′What came over me! Over us? Oh gawd.′

I remembered the nibbling and tickles. I remembered how they turned into soft kisses against my skin, how I felt. I’d felt good and that was what was killing me! Why did I let it happen. I’d wanted him to stop but not more than I’d wanted him to continue. My body and mind seemed not to be controlled by myself. I remember the way I’d moaned softly at his kisses, yet I’d been so confused.

I remembered the strange yet sweet feeling in between my legs when his thigh pressed against my mound. At a point, I’d intentionally rubbed myself against him!

′Oh gawd! Why did this happen?! What came over me??′

I shut my eyes tight, they were prickling. Carefully, I got out of the sleeping bag without waking him up. The guilt I felt was terrible.

I grabbed a bottle of water and my toothbrush, applying some paste on it. Then I grabbed my fur coat and left the tent.

I’d gotten up quite early and so the others were still fast asleep in their tents.

I was brushing my teeth but then, thoughts of the previous night, returned.

I remembered when Asahd stopped kissing my neck and looked down at me, the way he stared at me. I’d never seen that look of his. It’d caused an electric feeling down my spine and had made me breathless. My mind at the moment was going through a psychological debate. One part of me wanted to tell him to stop, yet a greater part admired his beautiful, plump lips, hoping he would kiss me. Why was it happening?! I let him kiss me and I kissed him back. The worse part was that I’d enjoyed it the feel of his warm tongue in my mouth, exploring me.

betrayed Noure in some

my friendship with Asahd had probably been destroyed? I didn’t want it to end. He was one of the best friends I’d ever had.

a friend. I really don’t,” I muttered to myself, my eyes getting watery. “And I can’t tell Noure what happened. Oh please forgive

I don’t understand

wasn’t going to tell Noure about it because I decided to believe it had never happened. Nothing had happened. And secondly, I wasn’t going to let things get weird between Asahd and I. He already meant a

was just foolish and meaningless. We didn’t know

satisfied with the conclusion I’d come to make. I finished what I was doing, returned my things to the tent and went for an early stroll. Though I tried hard to forget what happened the previous night, the thoughts came rushing back, leaving a feeling of guilt, yet causing my body to react in a

please get over this.

thought with a

--

who was still in the sleeping bag, lying on his

I didn’t want

never happened. And so, everything

thought and was going to say something

he

I laughed a little. Guess I wasn’t the only one wanting to forget all that happened the previous night. I was more than happy he’d listened to what I’d told him

not the problem here. You are. Sleepy head,” I replied

up?” he asked, getting out

worse than you,” I giggled and sat in a corner, grabbing

funny,” he said and got a bottle of water and his toothbrush. He applied some paste

“Oki doki.”

way we were ever gonna talk about what happened,

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Asahd’s POV:

'Who am I kidding?′