Xavier Black's pov
Fear
The only feeling I want everyone to have for me.
You can call me a sadist because I truly like to cause people pain
It brings a kind of satisfaction to me and now I am addicted to it.
Those who face my wrath curse me from the depths of their heart.
But it dosen't matter to me.
Their words are nothing when I know that my birth itself was a curse.
I was not meant to be born
My birth itself was a curse which made me loose my mother.
She was supposed to live while I should have died in her womb but when moon goddess controls your arrival and demise we are just puppets in her hands.
It's not that my father dosen't love me.
No ,instead he is the only one who truly loves me but when I see him hold my mothers picture and cry for hours ,I can't help but hate myself for his pain.
Others hate me and I don't have a problem with that, because I also hate myself.
But,
Those beautifull blue eyes of my mate can't hate me.
I will not let them hate me.
I need her more than anything since the day I first saw her innocent blue eyes looking at me.
It was truly love at first sight, as cliche it sounds but this is true.
I was spellbound on seeing them
That was the first time I thought that moongoddess dosen't really curse me as she mated me with her.
But before I could see her face and mark her as mine
She left
Just like the way she came
I could see her taking small steps away from me
Her eyes held worry and fear
While mine held love and care
Distance between us continued to increase and my only hope of having a mate continued to decrease.
I was too late,
before I could hold
devastated with her captivating blue
no scent which was
sparks which
proved that she was my mate were those electric blue eyes which were rarest of
her
forces were
those electric
it was as impossible as
lost my only
I lost my mate
Days passed
eyes still envaded my
could still be sensed
But that was all
She was gone
school to continue my
,everyone bowed on recognising
died wherever
fear
really
Eric made
Dad he was the only one who
also trusted him blindly.
know a person since birth and he has never ever deceived you in
my first class everyone was standing looking down
me with a shocked
forgot to acknowledge
did not show defiance but
weak ,so weak that I couldn't smell
nobody based on her looks,
was still fascinated by
her disobedience but it
were looking at her
is the one I told
whispered in
My eyes analysed her.
showing lack of
build showing her
of her
she defied Eric
told me about
was a girl he didn't kill
all may be monsters but we don't
her and teaching her how
teach me how to
am a monster who has no heart but could crush thousands
But she was different
is showing submission but is capable
Interesting.
to see her defiance ,so that I could break it
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