I sat down on his bed and gave a wry smile, "but it won't be me."

"Why?" Lu Qiaoyu got up and sat down next to me. He took my hand and said, "Ji Qingxuan has nothing to do with you. He's going to marry Qin Jiameng, right? I know that you are an independent individual, you are a free man, and you don't belong to anyone!"

“……”

I didn't take back my hand and let him hold it.

Lu Qiaoyu looked at me as if he was a little anxious. "If you are worried about my parents, you can rest assured that I will deal with it well and never let that happen again."

"But it's not fair to you."



"It doesn't matter. I don't care. I..."

"Lu Xuechang." Before Lu Qiaoyu said something that made me feel more guilty, I interrupted him and said, "senior, do you think that the relationship between Ji Qingxuan and I just started when I married him for Qin Jiameng?"

"Isn't it?"



Lu Qiaoyu was stunned.

I gently shook my head, sank my heart, and slowly said, "no, I love Ji Qingxuan. I have loved him for many years. I first met him when I was ten years old..."

I sat beside Lu Qiaoyu and told Lu Qiaoyu about my first meeting with Ji Qingxuan and my persistence in those years.

Besides Jiang Qin, he is the second person to know this.

Lu Qiaoyu sat there and listened quietly.

He let go of my hand and lowered his head. I heard a self mocking sneer.

He said, "I came too late."

“…… I'm sorry that he hurt me like that. How I wish I could take him out of my heart. But I tried many times and found that I couldn't do it. I could only build a high wall of my heart so that he wouldn't hurt me, but he was in the wall and couldn't get out. "

If I can, I would like to love Lu Qiaoyu.

At least I don't have to work so hard.

Lu Qiaoyu listened and nodded, "I know."