***Ava's Pov***
'Now where were we before you stuttered your words out trying to explain to your parents that you hadn't even had sex? ' I questioned them teasingly.
'That was embarrassing to say the least. ' Bryson expressed his thoughts.
'Damn! they made me sweat bullets. ' Ray exclaimed.
'But atleast you know they are okay with your relationship. ' I added.
I was a bit relieved after they explained that they hadn't really had penetrative sex yet.
'Ava, I know it has been years but it never goes well for me every time I try having sex. ' Bryson added.
He had his head hung, did he regret telling me about what that monster did to him?
Or was he ashamed of something else, something he hadn't told me.
'Hey, look at me. ' I stood up between his legs, holding his chin up to look at me.
'Don't be ashamed of yourself Bryson, you were confused, hurt and afraid. You were just a kid and there's nothing you could have done.
You are really strong, I appreciate you telling me all that and trusting me. I can't say I know how it feels to be sexually assaulted, but I totally understand your pain.
It doesn't make you any less of a man, it doesn't change my feelings for you and Ray.
It actually makes me want to treat you right and show you that I'm nothing like that witch. '
He finally let a lone tear fall. This was actually hard for him, his eyes showed it all.
He was hurting, he had relived those moments while he was telling me the whole story. I was proud of him for recapping what he went through.
I wiped that single tear with my right thumb, swearing to myself that I was going to make him happy.
Ray had been surprisingly quiet, he respected and trusted Bry to speak for himself.
'Wait, you said that you've never had penetrative sex with Ray, right? ' I asked Bryson.
'Yes'. He answered.
it never goes well for you when you try having sex, do you
anyone. ' Bry cut me off, obviously knowing what my
utter. I mean, I had seen him countless times with
it's true. He has never had sex before, only kissing and
don't get it. ' I expressed my
something you should know. ' Bryson looked
girls, like you know during sex and stuff, you seem to
extend maybe, but Ray
a girl cum. You the only girl I've
get the
couldn't help but wonder what was making him hesitant
than what that monster did to
need to know if something else is the matter Bry, you know
' there, he finally said it. He couldn't even look at
quite believe him, I mean we
had been fucking hard that day, so how could it be that now he claimed to have erectile
was trying to wrap my head around what he had told me, there had
sex drive is low
you and Ray. It has always been different
was finally out of my life I withdrew from everyone
of belonging I felt
I was worthless. But Ray always made sure to remind me and show me how
My therapist had recommended Ray
rape victims usually became suicidal. With Ray with me at
allowed body contact with. What she didn't know
started noticing things that I shouldn't
stare at them and wonder how they'd taste like or feel against
the crazy feeling. I didn't want it Ava, of course I
I tried putting some
wasn't keen on hiding my feelings
like it one bit but he also didn't want to see me getting lost
would be my undoing. I mean, I had already
by it all, that's for sure but he was
tight hugs, pecks and
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