Ray's Pov.

'There was no way I would have controlled myself Ava. ' I paused, wanting her to let the information sink.

'I had no sexual restraint whatsoever. beautiful, and I didn't want our first time to be like that. ' I continued.

'In fact, I wanted to kiss you so bad. It took every ounce of self constrain to push you back. ' She nodded in understanding.

She  was a indeed  good person with an equally beautiful heart. Looking at her right now, with her face displaying the sexual after glow made me feel good about myself. After all, moments earlier I had made her scream as a strong orgasm tore through her.

We'd really hurt Ava, I admit it was so immature of us and unfair to her. She never wronged us in any way, yet we never gave her peace of mind. Always taking any chance we got to make her feel unwanted and unloved.

I wasn't happy with my actions at all. Guilt began setting in that night she told me about her family, especially about her mum. I felt so bad about myself, wanting nothing but to apologize over and over again.

We'd wanted Ava since the first time she set foot in this house. I remember mum telling us one Saturday morning that we'd have a new maid. What we really didn't expect was for her to be a teenager who was extremely beautiful and down to earth.

Our previous nanny was in her forties, and well her face wasn't attractive at all. I still get chills every time I think about what she did to Bryson. She's the reason why Bryson couldn't accept his feelings for Ava.

Well, this is a story Bryson should tell himself but he wasn't ready yet.

I knew Bryson had feelings for Ava, we both had. We'd started sharing girls at 16 Bry was 14 then. And even though to most of the people it seemed odd, we really didn't have a problem with it.

That was no different when it came to Ava. We wanted her, we wanted her so bad it scared us. Yes we had a fair share of women, but not even once were feelings involved.

just love her personality. All the insults we always threw on her face hurt

pain to our hearts. You probably wondering why we did it in the first place. We had

He didn't know how to deal with them and so he had resulted to abusing Ava more

lately. He was confused about the whole situation

to him, maybe knock some sense into him. But that would have to wait till

eyes, she wanted both of us. I knew she'd never be contended

pure torment for him, seeing me

you about our parents warning about getting close to you. There's more to that and even though I really would love to

this, he

what we've put you through so far. But please give him a chance

story hit me hard. I couldn't face you knowing how much pain I had deliberately brought upon you. I was ashamed of my actions, so when you kissed me I panicked even though I was aroused beyond

understand why you still wanted me even after all that shit we put

mum and dad are

other side of the door, cutting me

***Ava's pov***

on my feet immediately, opening Ray's bedroom door

since morning. I was so preoccupied with moving in and falling

didn't wanna lose my job. If I did, then I would be totally done for. Getting a new job in this town was pretty hard. Life in

imagine how Renata and Reynard

wasn't good at all. If you didn't have at least a degree then

was working as a maid,

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