Please Love Me

Chapter 33

A week has passed since my birthday. I’m still processing my confession to Enzo. I also remembered that Zion was the one who took me home. I remember his confession. He told me he loves me...and I feel bad. I really do. It’s possible that Zi is feeling what I am feeling along the way.

All the heartaches..

All the jealousy..

All the Pain..

But that was unintentional, just like Enzo, it’s not my intention to hurt anyone. But he promised me. And I held on to that promise. We are not aware that we are hurting each other along the way. I need to stop!we all need to stop.

I stood up to my things in the closet. I stopped when I saw a gift inside the I smiled bitterly.

I don't know how Enzo put it in. Well, he has access in our house since he’s welcome here.

I sat on my bed to open it. I smiled when I saw i huge stuffed toy bear what is holding a huge strawberry in its hands.

I can’t help but to feel sand as I look at the bear. One fucking week! I have no news from the outside. I did not dare to go outside my room nor did I accept any visitors. I turned off my phone and deactivated all of my social media accounts. I immediately wiped my tears when someone knocked.

Tricia?" asked Mom

question they always ask since the day after

"I'm fine.."

I can’t look at

What a deafening silence…

can feel Mom’s

I looked at her. My

My voice is shaking as I hug

Tricia... I know you guys since you were kids, so I know

hurts mom! It really hurts... I tried my best not to fall but I failed. I don't want to ruin the friendship or whatever

my back to

mom? all my life, I’ve got high grades! I became a valedictorian! I can formulate solutions to every

I know him...I know that it hurts, but it’s a sign of your love. I know Enzo loves you, maybe not in the way you want him to be, but he does

mom so much. She never judge me.. She supports

your plan Tricia?"

what happened, I don’t know if I can

is losing myself in process of loving him. I almost forgot to

Iv'e realized these

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