Please Let Me Go

"Don't know what to say now? Antonio, don't be naive. We can no longer be like before when we lost our child!" She pushed him away and left without giving him a glance.

Antonio stood there. Unwilling to give up, he said, "But we can have another child! As long as you want, we can have many children!"

Adelaide went downstairs without turning around. She had heard what he said. But something did happen and something was indeed lost. However hard people tried to cover and ignore it, they couldn't take it as if it wasn't there.

Obviously, Antonio didn't understood it, Adelaide thought sadly, she wasn't a self-pitying person, but she couldn't be as calm as Antonio, smiling while saying something like having another baby in the future.

Coming to the street, there was a grunting voice from her stomach. Having quarreled with Antonio, she naturally forgot about eating breakfast. There were many small vendors on both sides of the street. When she fingered her pocket, she found that she didn't take either any money or her smartphone!

By the way, she opened the door just when she was hungry and wanted to have breakfast.

Adelaide sighed in her heart, wondering if they would give her food when she had no money and smiled at them. She wandered around the streets in a desultory fashion, wondering if she should come to her friend and had breakfast with her. Obviously she was not good at asking for help.

Suddenly, a car blocked her way. Adelaide gave it a puzzled glance, "Doctor Calvin?"

The driver poked his head out from the window with a nice smile, asking, "Mrs. Baron, where are you going?" He was her psychiatrist, Calvin. They were not very familiar with each other, but they had a lot to talk about.

She remembered that Calvin always said that doctors were busy. It was difficult to imagine

laughter. She shook her head, smiled

door of the passenger seat and motioned her to sit in. When Adelaide was still hesitant, he said again, "Be quick if

sat in the car. He put a CD in the drive

When he played music and there were just two of them, Adelaide had the strong feeling to unburden

stopped. Calvin gave her a suspicious glance and asked

shook her head again and explained truthfully, "No, I felt like complaining to

to be a ponynail at the back of her head in

seen many patients himself. Some of them were disappointed in a love affair; some became rich overnight; some went bankrupt; some were hard hit like Adelaide did; and some were under the pressure of the words of their friends and colleagues. In short, few made it through and

depression, a small thing could be magnified ten or even a hundred times in

neither answered his question nor retorted what he said. Obviously, she was not well

them. Adelaide blushed. Last night, she ate little food in the party. In the

the steering wheel and pointed to a restaurant not far away, "It just happened that I didn't have breakfast.

voice had an irresistible magnetic force and Adelaide was indeed hungry,

with many kinds of breakfast. She ordered a Congee with Minced Pork and Preserved Egg and then walked behind him. Calvin as a psychiatrist was very good at observation. He ordered many dishes and then talked

his chest and pretended to be a coming gorilla, successfully making Adelaide laugh. Seeing that she finally smiled and was no longer gloomy, Calvin had a sense