One Sided Love

Alex

  Kate stand n start to move towards her balcony which has swing chair ... she sit there her hair was flying with light breeze n she look so breathtaking.... 

I sit with her n said ' Kate I... this is not thing which im going to say but believe me my intention was never to hurt you... but I alway do hurt you ... n may be I will still hurt you in future but plz plz forgive me ... im so so sorry ... when shawn n mom told me what helen said... I just felt that I should kill myself for insulting you n not supporting you.... kate plz say something ... hit me.. yell at me... god I deserve this but plz say something'

She was still not looking at me ... she had a very calm but sad expression 

Then I picked her face n plead her to say something but she turn n looked at the sky 

n then she said ' Alex I know you feel guilty ... n you always say sorry for your action... but yesterday I need you alot ... you a made a promise that you won't love me n my baby but you will respect us... but yesterday it shows you forget your promise ... you never trust me ... when ever some one say something about me you believe that.... but what hurts the most when you told my father n Helen that I trapped you n you dont want this baby ... it fucking kill me ..'

I replied ' Baby plz forgive me... I said this when things were tough between us n you parents were blaming you so I have to say something to show them that no one will take emma n emily space... plz kate forgive me'

kneel down on her lap n apologized again n again... then kate always the kind soul run her hands on my hair n

... kate I will try to not hurt you... but im demons are there

I was so lost in the moment that

her moans n said ' sorry .. its my hormone which

embarrassed what

sentence '' you become horny ' I said with

said '

you... n as long as I remember I made a promise to you yesterday that I still have to full filled... but if

Alex I want you.. so plz dont

is stopping me know I take her to the bed n

Kate

I want to do was sleep after this strong pleasure worthy love making... Alex was looking very tense n then said ' 'kate I just want to ask one more thing which I should ask before