One Sided Love

Kate 

It is almost a month since Alex become a little civil with me... he has his moment but then he apologized for his behavior n I feel sad for him something.... Alex every night came to my room n we have a mind blowing sex but after sex he become so distant like he become that Alex... of which im scared n hate... he never said anything just leave the bed immediately n

Went to his room without a glance... those moments kill me.... and in my silly mind im still trying to win alex heart for Me n my baby but I know people like my father n Alex never change their mind...

One night Alex was in my room , after intense lovemaking I fall to Alex chest , his eyes was closed but he was not sleeping n he was breathing loudly and at that moment the baby kick , Alex become so rigid n tense that I can feel at any moment he will explode, he gently remove me and picked his clothes but I don't want him to go

I said ' Alex can you stay for a moment ,I me after that you can go to your room '

He sighs loudly n replied ' Kate , its late'

I said ' But...

He said ' kate plz ... don't make this awkward ... I told you before that dont expect something else just because we are sleeping together ... I have been honest n clear to you ... didn't I?'

I sadly replied ' Yes Alex , Im sorry '

He looked a little guilty n just giving me a nod he left

And now im cooking breakfast n the household staff is cleaning the rooms since Alex mom n alex cuzns are coming to meet us...

but how can I tell her my case to her... but im stupid girl who amways hope , that may be alex go with me ... emma was eating n blabbing something ... Alex was eating his

n cuzn are coming ? .... so that I can look

a dinner.... martha the cook she knows very well how to prepare dinner for no of

to cook... n secondly I can take martha help If I become tired but you said no of people ...who else

forget to tell you my uncle n aunty with their daughter is coming but since uncle sam has become friends with your dad

become little nervouse when ever I

not happy but thats the statement of the year ... well try to avoid him n any thing

looked so uncomfortable right now not only im meeting Alex family so personally but my parent's know about my pregnancy... n now I have to

, my doctor says that she wants you to come too... she wants to discuss something ... I know you r busy but is it

anything from me... you want this baby not me ...if you need money then I

eyes filled with tears .... I picked Emma n said ' no alex I don't need money ... I really forget ... I will go myself ... n don't worry about

I left alex

with their partners n they looked so happy... not like me whose is going to know the gender of her baby without her husband... when

ultrasound n heard my baby voices

Do you want to know the

said ' yeah...( I laughed a little ) ...if thats

doctor smiled ' yes...well looked at the screen here... it

but then I remember.... is this

name loudly