I had been in bed for a little over a week. I don't want to see anyone and I can't keep any of my food down. I don't leave my room because I hate the looks of pity I get from the pack members and my family.
I hate how weak I have become. Just one more year and my dreams would come true but the moon Goddess likes to play games.
I am mated to Percy Woods. Have been for 2 years now but I can't have him. My mate is to marry Ralyn, my childhood babysitter.
Thinking back to the day of the announcement...
Alpha had called a pack meeting to brief us on the rogue problems we have been trying to resolve. My father was stabbed with silver during a rogue raid a week before the pack meeting so he couldn't make it and had no idea what would transpire at the meeting when we asked him what it was about..
Walking in I catch Percy's eye but he looks away, guilt ridden which had me question my brother since he's a beta in training and spends some time with Percy. He said he knew nothing and I left it at that but what was weird was seeing Ralyn on the podium next to Percy.
Ralyn is an omega, although our packs don't abuse them or make them suffer, they are born into poverty which means they usually have to work to survive in a pack as they aren't born with some wealth. They are usually the pack cooks, cleaners and so forth. They have to work from a young age to be able to contribute to the pack and provide for themselves. It is expected that each individual contribute the pack a sum of money yearly so we can afford food and supplies. I do not know the amount that is to be paid as my father handles the family's contributions and yes, that is ignorant on my part. The higher you are in ranking, the higher the amount in contributions. The older you get, the more you have to pay. Most omegas work multiple jobs to get by but my family paid Ralyn enough not to seek more employment. I know they did this because she was a child, we could afford it but also because she was an orphan. Most omegas start work at the age of 12. It is sad and my family paid Ralyn handsomely because of the slave labor that was enforced. When it comes to wolves, we take social rankings very seriously. Alpha, beta, gamma and so on. The 3 first families were of opulent wealth and status. Respected and feared. You were born popular. Packs celebrate your birth, your first shift, literally any milestone, the pack deemed fit to celebrate because of the social hierarchy. So everyone was puzzled to see an omega on the podium next to our soon to be alpha.
Alpha Charley silenced the murmurs and hushed whispers as he was about to start the briefing.
“6 months ago we had rogues breach our lands for the first time in 25 years. They would come to our land and just kill one warrior at a time.” Alpha Charley said.
Clearly this was a message but we couldn't understand what they wanted and why they would just come onto packland and kill one warrior and leave their scent behind. Making it easy to sniff them out and capture them. Although they would kill themselves after giving vague answers or riddles that nobody shared.
See, rogues are known for their bloodlust, they are 80 percent more wolf so they don't abide by any rules. They don't plan their raids and they are animalistic, not intelligent enough to escape human detection from trained and skillful warriors. They aren't smart enough.
They breach packs to steal land, rape the women and kill all the men. The children are turned to slaves, especially alpha children as it is seen as a joke to turn a prince into an omega kind, in werewolf eyes, that is a big insult. How the moon goddess allows them to continue this kind of living baffles me.
The rogue briefing took no longer than 5min, with the alpha just telling us they have reached a solution and we will no longer have our security breached at the borders as the rogues have been dealt with. The thing about being an alpha or a person of status is that people don't question you at all.
Nobody had the inkling to ask how or why we were having rogues in our land in the first place if we are known as the 3rd most feared pack.
The first two were under Lycan ruling and we all knew even the rogues to never go against the Lycans. In our pack we called them the first men. As they are the direct descendants of the moon. They have all the gifts of the moon and added strength.
I wasn't paying much attention to the briefing seeing as I was not allowed to train as a warrior, no girl or woman can. That's our sexist alpha. I was sulking, sue me. I was seated next to my sister Josey and my brother Cj (Christopher junior). My stepmom who I call mom is at the hospital as she is one of the
pack doctors who are attending to the surviving warriors of the rogue raid.
Cj was the soon to be beta as he is from a full blooded beta family, his mom who is my stepmom is of beta blood and so is my father.
See my father met my mother at 16, they were both 16 at the time. The thing is, my mother was a hybrid. Half wolf, half human but she was from this pack, Blue Woods Pack. She was born with all werewolf traits except the ability to shift. She had our gift of sight, perfect hearing, inhuman strength and the ability to talk to her wolf. My mothers wolf could surface through the eyes alone. My grandfather was the first ever wolf in our pack to find a human mate. It wasn't unheard of but it wasn't very common. My grandfather loved my nana but my grandmother being human was shunned upon the pack to the point where she was treated worse than an omega which is not so bad although many would say it was because she was mated by a beta blooded male. Which is kind of like royalty after the alpha family. The shewolves weren't very welcoming to my nana with her slow healing, she couldn't hide her bruises from my grandfather and so my grandfather and grandmother decided to move to human land to allow my mother to live out her life as a human. When my grandmother passed away, my grandfather moved back to Blue Woods and my mother stayed in human territory to finish school.
So during school break, she would visit my grandfather and that's how she met my dad.
Almost 16 years ago, my parents met, they found out they were mates and completed the mating ritual upon meeting as that's the way it has always been done. That's where I come in as i was conceived that night. My mother went back to school without the knowledge of being pregnant and had me in human territory 6months later. She came back as my grandfather insisted I be raised in werewolf territory as I was a full blooded wolf and they could not risk exposing our secret to the humans. Full blood pups tend to show signs from birth. Every pup is different but as the years progress, the wolf signs come out and as a kid, you have no control over the wolf side.
For me, when I was born, I had purple irises with golden specks in them and my wolf eyes were pitch black. I had no iris. Just having these purple eyes was enough for my grandfather to demand I stay with him.
Back to my mom and dad...
My father could not complete the marking process with my mother as she could not turn into her wolf. To mark your mate, you both have to be turned into your wolves and mark each other and mate as wolves first and then as humans so the two wolves can connect and become one. Share their power and mind.
So in werewolf eyes, they were not seen as true mates but my father stayed with my mother and helped raise me even when my mother went back to school. When she came back, she came back with Josey and this time she couldn't leave us.
It is hard for humans to carry a wolf child, yes my mother was part wolf but also part human. Just like my grandmother, the pregnancies had taken a toll on her and she was constantly sick.
Werewolves don't get sickly. Our hospitals are packed with influenza medication just in case a human walks into our premises for quick relief and we can perform surgeries for things like car accidents. Human complicated illnesses is beyond werewolves and my mother had to go to human territory to get the proper treatment she needed. She never came back.
I was 3 and Josey was 2 when a letter from the hospital stated that she had passed away and they had to come collect her ashes. My grandmother was from an affluent family with vast amounts of land and money. Way more money than anyone can do with. When my nan died, she left her fortune to my mother and now my mother left her fortune to my sister and I.
In human territory, the eldest becomes the sole owner of the properties and has to tend to them so my father had to do it on my behalf as I was only a child when my mother passed. When I was 10, my grandfather decided to be the one to move to our lakeside manor, which was close to werewolf territory.
The land belonged to the world's most feared beast, Alpha Deacon Forrest, my father's best friend. Alpha Deacon comes from a long line of full blooded Lycans. He had a son named Maximus from one of his many mistresses who was the only one blessed by the moon to give the alpha a son.
It believed that if werewolves mate when it rains, that is the moon goddess blessing the creation of a child. A child can be conceived without the rain but it is considered a huge blessing if it rains before the male wolf's seed coats the womb of it's mate.
When my father and mother conceived me, it rained. When they conceived my sister, it rained. When Cj was conceived it did not rain but my grandfather says it is because my father and Remi aren't mates and the moon goddess does not recognize them as one, however, she knew my father needed a successor to keep the beta position in the family and that is why he was brought into this world.
When my mother died,
My father was broken and as a child I didn't understand why my father was distant for some time but he knew he had to take care of us so he didn't have enough time to grief for my mother. Along the way, he found comfort in Remi's bed. That sounds mean but the proof is sitting right next to me called Cj.
Don't get me wrong, I love my stepmom and Cj. Remi is good for dad and Cj is an amazing brother who forgets he's actually the youngest with him trying to protect us all the time.
heard the alpha calling Percy to stand beside him. Any mention of
son and your soon to be alpha will be mating with his chosen mate, Ralyn Smit and you are all to
right. I looked at our Luna Natalie and she mouthed "I'm sorry". It was at that moment, I wanted the ground to open up into a giant hole and swallow me up. I looked
chose Ralyn over me. He CHOSE her. He said he would wait but he didn't. Could he not wait 5 more months until my 16th
was stunned. The feelings didn't rush in until I got home but right there in the meeting hall, I was in
but he was my mate. My wolf was possessive and she saw red. All she wanted
me when she knew that Percy was my mate. Everybody knew
a special wolf. When the clock strikes midnight on your birthday, you have your first shift.
my first shift at our lakeside manor in human territory so only my family could see and meet my wolf. She was white
sister is also a white wolf but she was born with
back home. When I walked into the pack house, Percy walked up to me
That's why everyone was looking
irises disappear and black orbs took over and he knew he had to get me out of there. I didn't fight him. He carried me bridal style back home and chained me in the basement until
weren't even an item yet but he had left me. My heart was beyond broken. He hasn't even tried to contact me to explain things. He just
have not bathed, I am still in the same clothes, same sheets.
in the meeting hall, sleep overtook me and I was
and I know I'm in my bed. I felt a presence behind me, a strong aura that had me spin around so fast to hold onto it. I was drawn to that power,
her nickname for me. She called me that,
is this possible? Where am I? You
girl. Your subconscious is seeking comfort and called out to me. You are
dreaming of my deceased mother" I
even really with me? How can I find comfort in that?” I cried out. I was angry that it wasn't my
not know the power that runs through
don't let her out as much as I'd like and even then, daddy
too much to handle at just 13 and so I've stayed hidden. He trains me and Josey in private as it is forbidden for women to become warriors or a high ranking position without a high ranking male. We are strong but
disrespect. Besides all of that, I love running in wolf form and letting Athena take the reigns. I love running
and I enjoy hunting horned animals
you shift into your wolf. Even with marking, that is why we mark in our wolf form because it is impossible to mark in human form for my pack members except
incisors and so on. We can half shift like a lycan which is a mystery to
have anything to be ashamed of. Your mate has not rejected you. He is
him? I'm not even angry at him. I love him still and it weakens me"
your mark. Get up from your bed and end
DON'T WASTE ANOTHER SECOND!! SABRINA
jolted up out of bed almost
you not see what I'm wearing? I can't ruin
I h.. Ihad
know. We could all feel the your power in the kitchen. The alpha and Percy are on their way to have some words with dad. Pack business so I was told to tell you to tone it down.” Josey
power came out?" I
you were not alone. You were even mumbling in your sleep. Crying too.”
having it. He berated the young alpha on mates and how he was disrespecting the moon
believe mates are sacred. It doesn't surprise me
this. He hurt you, I get it but fight
with you. To remind you that you can find
meeting when I was chained in the basement, Remi would visit me. Unchain me and feed
doesn't burn me or Josey like normal wolves. If we don't let our wolves surface, the silver burns the skin but we heal pretty quickly. It hurts the skin but doesn't do anymore than that. See when silver seeps into a wolf,
to an extent where we are powerless. When my brother chained me, Athena didn't want to fight him or the rest of my family. She wanted Ralyn but she knew my family would fight me to make sure I don't do
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