My Two Alphas

　　"You're home?" She asks and I nod before handing her the plated sandwich, her plate of grossness. She takes it, placing it down on the bench before moving so quickly I flinch and I see Jacob about to move out of his chair before he relaxes when she hugs me. She wraps her arms around me and it felt odd, I can’t remember the last time she actually touched me while not angry. It takes me a second before I hug her back, patting her back gently. Her huge belly makes the hug even more awkward like hugging someone over a table.

　　When she lets go, she nods once and grabs her plate walking to the table. She was going to pretend everything was peachy and that she didn’t turf me out, but I was okay with that. Better than her wrath. We ate in silence and Jacob was on his phone, ignoring us or pretending to anyway. When I am done, Rayan tugs my hand, wanting me to follow him. I get up and my mother speaks.

　　“Are you staying or going back to your mates?” She asks.

　　“Staying if I am allowed?” I answer and I see Jacob watching her again waiting to see what she says. She nods and I realise that was the only answer I was going to get before Rayan tugs my hand. I follow him upstairs and walk to my room when he pulls me toward his. I frown wondering why when he pushes his door open.

　　“I saved what I could” He says and I see one side of his room was boxes he stares at his feet awkwardly.

　　“When she kicked you out she went on a rampage and destroyed your room after I brought you the clothes to school, came home and your room was destroyed, this is what is left and what I saved from the bin” He says. I walk over to it and see my sketch books and a bag of clothes, plus my school bag that I left in the car when I arrived. I rummage through grabbing my wallet out to find my cards gone.

　　“She cut me off too” I tell him, and he grabs his bag to hand me his card that dad transfers his allowance to sometimes if he doesn't have cash on him. I shake my head.

　　“No, it's fine” I tell him, though it hurts that she would cut me off completely out of everything knowing I had nothing to begin with.

　　Rayan pulls out the trundle under his bed while I rummage through to see what else is in my bag. I find my school books, my make up bag but my heart sinks when I don't find my pills until Rayan rummages in his underwear drawer before tossing me the bottle.

　　“Was worried mum would come in and rummage through your stuff and turf it, figured you needed those when I found them. Why didn’t you tell me you were on antidepressants?” I shrug not something I would tell anyone anyway.

money to get more, I noticed you were nearly out” He

me. I don’t want mum knowing and she will ask questions if I go to our doctors anyway”

of secrets, no way I was salvaging those for you, but I got rid of them before mum saw them, you owe me big for

box of secrets?” I

　“They are the buzzing type that lived in your panties drawer” He says before gagging. I laugh and throw his pillow at him before

what are you going to do then, you have no school or are you thinking of

think I have a choice, I will enrol tomorrow across from you at the highschool. At least

not to bother but

I tell him and he chews his fingernail nervously while nodding. Yeah there is no coasting through the middle when

it again, and he was right. I shouldn’t get comfortable here, nothing goes right for me even when

time Rayan and I were playing video games when his bedroom

kiddo, come here” He says and I rush to him,

　　“How was mum?” He

pocket. He goes to hand me my keycards back that he must of stopped

please” He says

from them and was nearly tempted to go live back in the woods just to get away from the guilt and pity in his