My Personal Lycan King

ALEXANDER'S POV

"Alpha Alex, few people are here from Blood moon pack. They are saying something about the alpha inviting you to their wedding ceremony." Sean said from out of my room. 

"Ask them to wait in my office. I'll be there in some time." I ordered before looking at the photo frame that had a photo of me kissing Victoria at my crowning ceremony.

It's been six months since that incident. 

We didn't find her. Everyone said that the girl that Azrael brought out from the river was Victoria, but my heart still not believes it. She can't be dead. I know it. I can feel it.

However, at the back of my mind, the thought that I might've lost her is always present. 

That day, after searching for her for 28 hours when my body was exhausted completely, I returned to the mansion, not before strictly ordering the guards to check every part of the whole course of the river as well as the banks and nearby areas. 

When I came back and entered my room, the first thing I noticed was the family heirloom that was placed at my bedside. 'Maybe that was the reason why that girl was not wearing the bracelet and that maybe she was Victoria.' I thought.

However, I dissipated the thought as soon as it arrived. 

If Victoria had died, I would've been the first one to know of it. And I know that she is still alive. Angry maybe? But not dead.

Kissing my mate, I placed her photo gently on the nightstand before making my way towards my office room.

to ask if-" I heard Laila's voice, making me wince in

time when I had given you the

out of my office door, I entered the office

the pack." That

towards her. All I know is I loved and cared for her. I am sorry, but I can't bring myself to live here anymore when I know that she died to save this place and you. I know I am being

your seats." I

our humble aboard and attend the wedding ceremony of the alpha and

to make it because of some personal reasons. I offer my best wishes to the alpha and the Luna. Please have

miss Victoria." One of

hope that was keeping me alive and going. Stopping in front of Carla's image from 500 years ago, I smiled when I

don't know how long will I be able to take this pain. The thoughts of her are always present in my subconscious self, and I can't help but feel myself going insane. Things have become so worse that I would randomly see her standing in front of me and in people around me. However, as soon as I try to touch her, she

died, she must be reborn somewhere

if she hasn't been reborn

Rosaline, who was preparing for my and Laila's wedding because the pack needs a Luna queen, and Laila was still the best

And I'll make sure to make her

I am sorry. I couldn't keep my promise of making you, my wife.' I thought out aloud, knowing all too well that no one's going to listen to me. Even my wolf hunter has shunned me

myself was a better option than bearing with this pain of

feels like someone is stabbing my heart