My Personal Lycan King

VICTORIA'S POV

It was awkward. Too awkward for my liking.

Currently, I and Alexander were laying on the bed, side by side on our backs, looking at the ceiling, with an arms distance between us.

Turning my head, I looked at Alexander who looked no less uncomfortable than I am.

It was my fault, to begin with. Wasn't I the one who made things more awkward than they already were? 

'Stupid Victoria!' I wanted to reprimand myself, but was it really of any use?

I wanted to ease this tension, but what am I supposed to do in a situation like this, when it was me who started it in the first place?

30 minutes ago~~

Entering the room, Alexander placed me on the bed and stood straight, looking at me with his ever so dazzling smile.

Smiling back at him, I sat Indian style waiting for his next move as I was feeling super nervous.

"Let me freshen up quickly, and then we can spend some time knowing each other before we sleep. Sounds good?" He asked, looking at me with that cute look that has me wrapped around his finger.

I was soo dazed looking at his face that I didn't even realize when I nodded.

It was not before I saw him taking off his coat, did I realize what he was doing.

"Hey! What are you doing? Put that on again!" I whispered yelled involuntarily, afraid that someone might hear me, not even knowing why I was having such a weird reaction to it.

"I am just putting off my clothes. Do you wish me to shower with my coat on?" He chuckled, but I wasn't hearing any of it.

"You can't take off your clothes in front of me, like that. How about, we sleep like this only?" I suggested.

"You are insane, Victoria." He chuckled again before he took off his pants, which made me shriek again.

"Why are you exposing your legs to me!! I am telling you, I'll beat you to death if you thought about doing anything with me. I swear to god I'll destroy your baby-making machine." 

Geez! Victoria! Seriously?

"Calm down, Victoria. I am just going for a shower. Besides, aren't you exposing your legs to me for so long? Now you have a problem with mine?" He quirked his brows before picking up his clothes and throwing them in the basket.

Well, he does have a point. Wasn't I being sexist now?

before laying on the bed quizzically,

to relax and calm my nerves,

more afraid that be able to control my lusty bitch if I lose control of myself. I am having these lusty thoughts about him before I even knew that I was his mate. And now that I have a legit reason to make out with him, how can

click sound of the door opening, I instantly went still, pretending I was fast asleep

horror as I felt pleasurable tingles shooting up my whole body, making me want

you

asleep and wanted to cover you with the quilt." He said,

at the quilt in his hand, I laughed awkwardly and muttered a quick sorry before covering myself with the quilt, with only my eyes peeping through

considerate enough to wear a loose t-shirt and half pants after a shower and not come in front of me with a towel wrapped

~~present

try to know about each other.." I started, not wanting to bear with this awkward

he will judge you because of your lusty thoughts. Wolves are meant to have those thoughts about each other. Just look it that way. You married the person you love. Won't you want to make love to each other and show how much you love the other person? Besides, I am sure he is having a harder time than you, controlling himself around you because he is the alpha king, which means, his emotions and hormones are 10 times heightened than normal wolves.' Carla

told her that a slight movement from her might result in them bedding

Carla was kind of right. We love each other, we want to be with each other and have already

anxiousness and fear. I know why this all was happening. It was because I was afraid he will leave just like everybody else did. Like my biological parents, my adoptive parents, and even friends back home.

what is the guarantee that he will be with

trail of negative thoughts, I looked at Alexander who was looking at me with a smile on his

catch you. What were you saying?"

making you uncomfortable. Don't you

not? I looked into his eyes that had nothing but

scooted closer to him before placing my head on his

second before he placed his hand on

position is the best," I said,

freaking out right now. But I promise I won't do anything to you unless you are ready about it. I can't guarantee occasional kisses and hugs,

but I promise, I'll treat you like a real husband for the rest of my life. Just look at it like, our parents put us into an arranged marriage and now we are trying to find love amidst it. Mate

out earlier. I don't mind you hugging or kissing me either. I know it must be taking a toll on you. If you would've gotten a werewolf mate then you wouldn't have to wait and suffer so much.

me is that I love you, and I fuckin love you so much that I don't think I will ever get enough of you. Please don't leave me ever. I don't think I'll ever be able to bear with it. Besides, I am planning to have 8 kids with you. And I know if I tried anything, you'll destroy my baby-making

I said, not even realizing that I got tricked by him into talking

than he already was,

would you like to talk about, if not

family background and the species background right now. It's

of me," Alexander mumbled before bending his head slightly and

to his position, he smiled at me with twinkling eyes, and I won't be lying if I say

I don't think I was happy with just a peck. Apart from that one kiss in the forest, he

slowly, I raised myself, supporting my body with one hand, and gazed into

later, all I want

softly was the best feeling I have ever felt. Though we had kissed