My Personal Lycan King
Chapter-36 I want to propose Alexander but he isn't even asking me to prom!
VICTORIA'S POV
Uhhh! I was done with this nagging argument between me and my conscience, about whether I should tell Alexander about my feelings or not.
Sitting in the classroom where our biology teacher was busy explaining the anatomy of a human, in which I was least interested, since, I have already studied this material and was well-versed with that, I was thinking about how should I tell Alexander about my feelings for him.
Yup, you guys heard that right. I was thinking of proposing to him, for real this time.
It has been 3 days since that incident outside the club happened. Though he had never expressed any strong feelings towards me, however, I don't know why, I get this feeling that he also likes me, especially, after the way how he protected me that day.
Besides, the fight outside the club that day made me realize, that my life was full of animosity and danger. Who should I fight for?
I don't even know if I will get to see the next day or not. Now, amidst all these things, if I have to live like a coward, hiding my feelings, hiding everything from everyone, then was it even worth it to live?
"Aren't you saying too much? Don't go that deep into things. People might start thinking that you care for yourself." Carla scoffed in between making me roll my eyes at her.
Okay fine, I am bluffing. It's all Carla who has been nagging me to tell him how I feel before, he is snatched away by other girls, because let me be honest, this university is filled with sexy and beautiful girls.
"Happy?" I asked her after praising her, to which she nodded happily.
However, proposing him wasn't an easy feat either. I was terribly confused, about how should I go with this process.
Yup, it was a process I know I have to go through because I was sure that whatever I feel for him was real.
Should I just directly go to him and say, 'Hey I like you and want to give it a go, do you like me too?' but that would sound too lame and rude.
Or should I go for something romantic and poetic to make his heart swell, that he finds it hard to reject me? But that won't suit my personality. It will look too fake if I do something like that.
As I was busy in my thoughts thinking about different methods of proposing Alexander, something hit my head, making me jerk my head in the direction from where the note came.
"Are you fuckin' crazy?" I mouthed to Chris who was grinning like an idiot he was.
Opening the note that he had thrown on me, I read,
you going to prom
prom that was going to be held
others?" I write before looking at our teacher, relaxed
in the nose, pleasuring me as I giggled
what he found funny in my note but as soon as he opened my note, he started
him out of the corner of my eyes as he scribbled something again. He threw the note at me, aiming for my face again. However,
I opened the note to see what he wrote, but my smile froze in place, as I looked
It said,
Aiden is going with Katie, and Sean is going with Tina. I am not sure about Daniel but I heard some girl talking about asking him out
I mouthed to him
one left without a partner?" I wrote, hurriedly throwing the note at him, waiting impatiently
before shaking his head in
I was without a partner anyways, doesn't that make
writing while glancing at the teacher from time to time who
have to wait for long, as soon I saw a
have come to this, if you weren't hell bend on rejecting everyone who asked you
to admit it,
guys were lining in my class to ask
any partner, which made me eligible for being asked out to dance. However,
Alexander, I wonder if he had said yes or
note and asked, "What about Alex?" before throwing
my note he just
my head on the desk sighing heavily I waited for the bell to ring as all my
exited the classroom as soon as I heard, the bell
to have fun with guys, but now that my mood is
I shoved my books inside my locker, before closing it with a
saw him leaning on
now. I am super pissed." I