More Than Lust

Grace's pov

My breathing quickened when his hand travelled down, towards my private part.

My head rolled back when he circled my clit making heat rose in my body under cold water. I rolled my head back as he dragged me to the edge of this intense feeling.

I gasped and clutched on his arms when he increased the speed of his fingers. His lips wondered on my neck as I orgasmed on his fingers with loud moan.

He let me breath for a second and let me go.

What? I frowned in confusion, isn't he going to fuck me till he satisfy himself. Since when he started to ignore his needs for me? Yesterday i felt his hardness but he didn't fuck me when I said I am sore. Why is he behaving gentle with me? I don't want to turn my nightmare in reality.

He turned around to leave but i grabbed his hand making him stop. His eyes snapped towards me when I grabbed his eyes. Multiple emotions flashed in his eyes, confusion, curiosity and something which I couldn't point out.

"W_Why?"

I asked. May be I am crossing my limits but i need my answers, last night's dream has shook me to the core. I will gladly take his beatings instead of marrying him. May be i am thinking too much over just a dream but i won't feel at peace if i won't clear my mind.

He turned towards me and quickly retrieved my hand, i stepped back when he stepped towards me.

"what?"

He asked pinning me against the vanity counter.

"Why are you treating me like this?"

I asked after gathering the courage.

He kept his face blank and removed wet hair from my shoulder.

"Aren't you getting too bold now a days?"

He said making me gulp.

"Who the fuck gave you permission to question me!"

I looked down scared. I kind of expected this answer from him.

"First learn how to speak without fear"

He scoffed and turned around.

"Will you tolerate that?"

I blurted out and bit my lip in regret when he looked at me with raised eyebrows.

I don't want to trigger him but i need my answers.

I gasped and quickly wrapped my hands around his shoulders when he picked me up and placed on the counter. When I was sure that I am sitting safely on the counter then i removed my hands from his body.

"Have I ever asked for your fear?"

He asked looking at me sternly.

is leaving example

to ask for

i am literally holding my heart in

why I

don't know,

He sounded annoyed.

"Ask yourself"

when he looked at

hands on the counter caging me

I was too gentle with

my eyes snapped

stupid. You think you could have able to walk next day if i would have went rough on you, you would have end up in hospital... Is it my fault that you climbed on my bed Inexperienced? Can you imagine what would

spat and my eyes

have ripped you apart and wouldn't have glanced at you again... I gave you

eyes snapped towards him when he said

am too rough with you?... Then you should ask Leena or previous whores. Trust me they were not

He gritted.

can be vanilla... What do you except from

at me with bitter

will die. Not because of pain but fear... Have you ever tried to relax before talking about pain?... Even after so many days you still have no

escaped my eyes when he threw the

let you and your good for nothing father live. You think i invite every woman in

He asked madly.

are not dead because of

as

grabbed my

for the first day but you were innocent. I can't hurt you because of your father's mistakes

with glossy eyes and he released

I'll show you the worst... Then you will have the real reason

He stated.

people around me you should be the last one to be terrified

tears and looked

"Then answer my question"

I said.

i am getting special treatment?... Why i

He clenched his jaw.

to do anything and

grabbed my chin and

die yet, I have invested

the

that the

asked and he raised

some another

He Smirked.

I shook my head.

wanted to hear... I hope