More Than Lust

Grace's pov

I took Deep breaths in fresh air. I can hear murmuring and chattering of people in the park. Kids are playing while laughing and screaming. I want to take a minute for myself and sit in the park between people but i can't. I have to reach office.

I am feeling tired, my body is exhausted. Last night i slept like a dead woman. It was hurting, everything was hurting. My lips were burning after his tortures, that touch was still lingering on my lips. My legs were sore and i could hardly walk. I don't know how I reached home last night, i was crying the whole time. It's getting unbearable day by day. I want to get rid of all this.

My eyes fell on the couples, Will I ever be able find true love? Will I be able to make family? I don't want any pain in it.

I finally reached the office building and pulled my sleeves down. My wrists has turned blue because of his belt. I hate that belt which has hurt me more than anything.

Now a days i have become very light hearted, small things are making me cry. I hate how much weak i have become, I hate my helplessness.

Before going to his office I decided to get coffee for myself, i haven't eat anything since last night. When I reached the kitchen i started making myself coffee but the boy from cafeteria came towards me and handed me paper bag.

"What is this?"

I asked.

"Breakfast..."

He answered and walked away. This must be from Gomez, I don't know why he always gives me food but i am grateful to him.

I sat on the chair and started eating veg-roll.

"Hii..."

Someone said.

I looked up and saw man smiling at me. He looks young, must be employee. I kept my face blank and resumed eating my sandwich. I don't want to get punishment, last time he didn't do it but this time he will kill me.

"Hey, i am talking to you... You are chief's personal accountant right?... What's your name?"

Can't he understand that I don't want to talk to him. I want to leave but i am hungry, I want to eat.

"You know, everyone is curious about you... Afterall you seat in his office everyday. Does he talk to you?. Why you are not talking, are you mute?"

Stupid, shameless... Fuck off. You will get me killed.

"Ohh so sad, you can't talk... No problem... Do you have boyfriend, are you taken?"

He asked and i glared at him while taking big bite of my roll so I can finish it and leave as soon as possible.

I removed my scarf so he can see hickeys on my neck and fuck off.

His eyes landed on my neck and widened, it's literally looking like i have had wild night.

"I got my answer... Bye"

smiled awkwardly

he have no right to

with happiness and i finally relaxed when I

purse. My breath automatically become shaky as I walked towards his office. I tried to ignore everyone's gaze on me. Looks like that idiot gossiped

and until

rang the doorbell and entered cautiously.

by the window, when I entered he

nervously walked towards the

"Good morning."

My voice croaked.

formalities, but he is my boss i have

closer to me and I flinched back when

the past but i can't trust him

closer and snaked his hand

Please not today. I am sore.

pulled me closer and tucked my hair behind my ear. I gulped when he looked into my eyes with unknown gaze. I don't know

scarf and I moaned when he placed gentle kiss on my neck. His warm lips are feeling so good on my cold skin. He didn't bite, he is being gentle. His large hand cupped my face and he

the first kiss which is gentle and not punishing. His lips were caressing mine. I closed my eyes and for a second got lost in him. It

touched my lips in last few months then what changed now? Since that night he is kissing me whenever I come in front of him. I don't want it, it makes me feel intimate with him.

bipolar. Why is he being gentle with

the reason, i don't want this right now. I will die because of

"C_Chief"

and he

I p_please take a r_rest t_today....

was thinking while saying it.

me? He doesn't care. He

down and kissed my neck, his warm breath fanned my neck like he is inhaling

sighed, i was right why would he care about me.

back

your work and go

He ordered.

confused. Is he

have read my

me to

and i shook my head furiously.

picked up his coat. I hold my breath

finally breathed in relief as he left

picked up up my scarf and wrapped around my neck. He must have leave more marks on it, i sometimes get irritate

he won't do it. He must be in a good

as fuck. I should start working in mafia,

chuckled and tried to finish my work as soon as

was ready to pick my purse but then suddenly someone opened