Married To My Sister's Husband

Livy

I saw him again. It wasn't a nightmare...it's never a nightmare each time I see him.

It's a happy dream, maybe a memory lost in the space of my mind, but somehow I manage to wake up in tears.

He didn't say much, only the words that mattered to a 9yr old then, 'Let's leave together', 'take my hand and don't let go', 'I'll hold you, so you don't have to worry about getting lost again', 'sleep now, I'll not leave your side, I promise'.

I couldn't say anything, so I didn't even ask for his name, maybe because I trusted and believe he would not leave my side.

I had another fever...I was at the infirmary half unconscious, but when I finally woke, he was gone.

I was told that his guardian had come to pick him which made no sense. I thought he was like me, alone in this place. But one thing became clear, he was not like me at all. He had a family that loved and worried about him.

I couldn't remember who I was, I felt lost and my memories were in shambles each time I tried to remember, then I opened my eyes.

I woke up from my sweet-sad dream with tears streaming down the side of my face to my neck. I was I crying?

Did I have that dream again? What was it about? Who was in it? The harder I tried to recall the dream I just had, the more intensified the migraine trying to explode my head was.

Like always, I couldn't recall what or who my dream was about, and as the passing of the night, it pulled my dreams along with her.

I turned to find myself on the bed surprisingly. I could at least remember that I slept on the couch last night, so how come? How was I on the bed now? Could it be Markian? No, it couldn't be.

For the past few nights we've been married back at home, he always slept in his study. I hated it, and it made me feel guilty each time he did that. So, why would he help me to the bed when I clearly wanted him to sleep on it comfortably by giving him his space?

While I was contemplating on how I got to the bed, the sexiest man I have ever seen walked out of the bathroom.

Markian was oozing of perfection as water trickles down his black silky hair- that seemed to have added in length since the wedding, unto his very manly wet chest and down his stomach.

He was a wonderful sight to behold, but at the same time my cheeks were burning with excitement. I tried to turn away, or blink -because my eyes were starting to burn, or even breath, but I couldn't do any of the above.

I just sat there, eyes wide open, ogling at the fine specimen in front of me. I was finally brought to reality when his eyes met with mine, I swear I would have died of embarrassment.

I mentally slapped myself for suddenly feeling so horny, and getting all kinds of crazy ideas. But most of all, I was dissapointed as to how much I wanted Markian not just emotionally, but also physically.

He gave that smirk of his that sends my heart beat racing pass normal, but I also knew what it meant. I was caught red-handed again, so I quickly turned my head to the other side pretending to look around the room.

For the first time since we arrived, I was able to appreciate the beauty and exquisite nature of the suite we stayed in.

"You're awake? Perfect, so what do want to do today?" he asked me.

Wait, I'm i still asleep? Of course I am, things like these are too real to be true anyway, they only happen in my dreams. I swiftly turned to see if those words really came from Markian, but got the shock of my life.

I suddenly came to a halt as I could feel his breath on my face, his lips only few inches from mine, with his hair pushed out of his face -which seemed to have been finger-combed backward, I could see his grey-blue eyes staring deeply into my soul.

This is strange, I feel like its a dream but why I'm I sudden feeling so hot below my abdomen? My breathing changed and my heart beat became intense, its pounded so hard I felt like it could jump out at any moment.

I swallowed hard and with my last will I turned to the opposite direction, but that will suddenly broke into pieces as strong firm fingers pulled my chin back to face Markian.

feel even hotter -i don't know how possible

to how hopeless my

cleared my throat, but it didn't help, it made it hurt even

from the bed he was bending over and

these, you might actually have plans to back up

is the Markian I have to live with. His cold aura was back but the hotness and sharp pain below my abdomen wasn't

we go on a honeymoon without even consulting me. And now,

what do you mean?" I requested. I was proud of myself for having the courage to even ask, but quickly felt the need to crawl under a rock and hide again as his face turned

to get off the bed and run for safety, anywhere but in front of him would be ok. But he caught me by

cold wall, my heart almost shot out my chest. I was

morning, nothing fancy. Just a good morning that would go with me taking in the savor of the beautiful flowers placed at the balcony of

of doing anything out of the normal for the next 13 days, so

him away, but he was way bigger and stronger than me. I felt raw

please, save me'. I could see myself struggling to shout, was I drowning? I can't seem to

reality as I almost passed out.

for my panic attack just

I'll play along. But know one thing, no one has ever beaten me a game before. I

playing games' I wish I could tell him that, but that wouldn't change

pleaded with teary closed

you know how to act so well just drives me insane. I am the victim here! Not

wonder at a time like this, what it would have been like if I

in time, I won't do anything differently. This

wanted to run away, anywhere, just to leave Markian's presence, but something stopped me and I had to let words spill out

wanted to, I did because if

had to add lying to it as well. Yes, it's true I can't imagine what my mummy dearest would have done if I had disappeared that day, but I knew one thing. No matter where I decide to hide in this world, she would sniff me out.

his eyebrow, making him look meaner than he already was. "Did I ask to be saved by you? If I could recall correctly, you've never liked me so why did you think you had the right to save me? Ahh, that must have been the strategy both you and your mother decided to use to trap me. The mother would threaten to ruin Castlehill, while the daughter would step in to save it. Wow, what a nice plan, and just like that I was trapped." he sighed and sat

just insane, here is the man who just sent me into a panic few minutes ago and now, all I can think about is grabbing a towel and rubbing it all over his

in demonstration as he spoke. The way his muscles and biceps contracts and relaxes at each movement

I couldn't hear anything as blood rushing through my veins seems to have accumulated in my

me so scared now and in the next second

environment and make it my personal playground. I never had intentions of playing house with you, but I'm compelled to, I don't think there would be any need to hold back anymore. I would play house and everything that comes and goes with it. In fact, things from

was scared to even think about what he meant -he has a way of saying very

can my head and heart be in shambles at the same time. I felt that sharp pain in my lower abdomen so I ran to the

the mirror and cringe at the reflection that looked back at me. I just woke up and didn't have time to freshen up before my confrontation with Markian, but

what if I had morning breathe? I could see myself blush as a result of how embarrassed I was. I'm sure it wouldn't make a difference since he already

bath tub and a stall at the

catch up with Markian and he might leave before I was

empty when I came out. I don't know why I felt disappointed but I was. So, I just dressed up in a comfortable gown, I

Caribbeans for the very first time in my life and I wasn't planning on spending it in this hotel room alone. The ocean was looking so nice from our hotel room, and the smell of the ocean breeze was just exciting and it drew me in. So I stepped out alone and headed

Heather

the Caribbeans for a business

in Shanghai group to him, making him the biggest shareholder, seconded

time, I would most likely lose my position to my kid brother

make allies and make demands from people who are

come, so I prepared for