Married at 19

　　I have been locked up in my room for several days now. Oh god.....I missed him so much. The last time I saw him was when Nick knocked him out at the lobby.

　　How could Nick did that to him.

　　The image that kept playing on my mind and I felt like I want to hit Nick with my own hand because of his stupid doing.

　　I can't contact him or anyone else because my father took my phone or even my laptop away from me.

　　Argh...this is so frustrating!!!

　　So I just laying on my bed, thinking about my poor Nathan.

　　Nathan..... I'm so worried about you. Did you eat your meals? Did you feel sick again? I'm sorry for not being there with you. I tried to, but they won't let me.

　　Sometimes my little sister sneakily went inside of my room to comfort me but she couldn’t do anything in order for me to contact Nathan back. Our daddy made her swear not to let me use any phone or anything.

　　“Are you okay, sis?” she asked me as she managed to get inside of my room again.

　　“Please let me out of here,” I begged for her to help me.

　　“Oh no I can’t do that, sis,” she declined. “You know daddy will furious more if he knew that I was helping you. I’ll be dead too, sis.”

　“Yeah, you were right,” I wiped the tears from

handed me over a bowl of snacks. “It’s your fav snacks. Just eat it and try to

　I spent my time on Bella’s room where it was the only place which it could remind me

　Oh God, I miss her

felt like I almost losing my sanity when think about what

help me anymore after knew the truth about what

fault. This couldn’t

　He's a

for several times, but Mr Dawson hired the bodyguards to keep me away from his mansion. I will be throw out of his property if the guards ever saw me. Besides, I didn't see

abandoning me including Henry Lee, my idiotic senior. I was all alone this time and no one not willing to help me

and we even have a fight almost every day where the dean of my campus strictly suspended me for

　So here I am at the bar spending my time here alone, drinking and returned home with drunk and sometimes crying all over in the living room or even in

miss you so much…” I said while looking at her picture on my phone until I fell asleep on her

　　Flashback

the memory when we were camping out at the lake last weekend. The day after that stupid Taylor came to disturb me and

“Hey wakey-wakey…sleepy head,” and I

　　“Bella?” I called for

　　“Yes, Nathan,” she answered me

eyes and it was so blurry but I could see her figure right beside me.

talker, get up already,” she said while pinching my nose. “Everyone is already wake up,