Love Aint Always Pretty

Surprisal

- the state of being surprised

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SAVANNAH'S POV

Seeing Nick holding our baby, just puts me into tears. I'm crying too much that I want to tell him already that that baby is his but then what will Damon do if he'll know Nick is the father? I don't want to ruin Nick's image now that he has his own family too even though I know that's not his child from Dakota, he's still publicly known as the father.

I wouldn't want to ruin that.

"She's beautiful Savannah." Nick turns to me with tears in his eyes.

I opened my arms to him and I didn't even say anything anymore because I'm already too exhausted. Nick bends down and placed my baby on top of me as I carefully wrap my arms around her. I tiring smile plasters on my face and I'm too happy to see her finally out of me. I'm so tired but hearing her cry is just beautiful music to my ears. My tears filled my eyes and they're falling on my cheeks but I feel so relieved to see the fruit of our love. She's already on my hand and I'm already holding her.

"Congratulations." The doctor says to us.

God! I'm definitely not having a second child just yet. That was tiring!

"What will you name her?" Nick asked.

I take a longer look at Nick and I was thinking of possible names that I could name our baby. I think deeply on everything we've been through and what could I name her that relates to us. I want a name what would help me remember Nick. I want a name that would have an impact to me when Nick will be gone away. This scene won't last long. The day after this, he'll go back to his own family in New York. Finally I had one in mind, I smiled at him.

"Melissa." I say.

Nick stares at me eagerly and I know something is on his mind.

"Just like--"

"Your mom's." I cut him off.

I smiled again. "I want to name her Melissa, like your mother's."

He stares at me for a while and kissed my forehead.

•••••

"Have you informed Damon?" I ask Nick while he was busy cleaning up the table after he ate.

It was already ten in the evening and I'm sure as hell Damon is already out of his mind thinking where I could have gone since last night. I don't want to inform him that I finally delivered the baby out because he won't really care about it anyways. The doctor had cured my bruises too and I'm worried if Nick had informed Dakota that he's with me.

"After what he did to you? He doesn't have the right to know about this." He says angrily.

"Nick he's still my husband."

He angrily place the plate down on the table and I flinch. "Damn it Savannah!"

He adds, "He clearly doesn't deserve you! Nor your baby! Look at you for gods sake! A rightful husband won't hit his wife!"

I sigh.

I curse the moment he saw my bruises.

"He did this to you while you were pregnant? Does he even know how to take care of you?" He asked.

"Nick. Calm down. I'm alright."

"You're not alright!" He exclaims.

He runs his fingers through his hair.

"I'm so mad at him for hitting you. How long has he done this to you? Was this the thing you were about to tell Aries when you accidentally dialed my number instead?" He asked.

I couldn't say anything to him because he is undeniably angry right now and I'm scared of what he could do to Damon. I don't know why I'm defending Damon after what he has done to me. I don't know why I'm scared for Damon now that Nick knows what he's done. And even though I want Nick and Aries to beat his ass for what he did to me, I can't be that evil.

"Nick. I'm alright now." I say.

"You're not safe with him."

"I am."

"God Savannah! You are not! You're not! He's fucking hurting you and that's not okay with me!"

He holds my cheek and I could see pure anger behind those contrasting blue eyes

finger on you but he

than this." He

deserve second chances

give

My heart breaks.

hurts so much to think about it and I know we're both hurt by this situation we are in. And me, stuck in between wanting to tell Nick the

you name your baby after my

my

let me?"

"I'm not saying I won't allow you

Because it's yours.

know. I just

He nods.

it. He looks at our hands holding onto each other and before he could pull his head up to look at me, he kissed the back of my hand. He looks up

a second

"Shouldn't Damon do that?"

head. "I want

definitely like it too. Melissa is also his baby and it would be unfair for his part if he won't give the

"Nirvana." He jokes.

band. Be serious. Come on."

laughs softly. "Okay. Sorry.

smile. "Nicole?"

when you gave birth to her. I

shyly smiled.

us went quiet and his

sounds like something is missing

"Nicole." He repeats.

for about two minutes or ten and I couldn't think about possible names that we could use anymore because I want

"Nicholeen." He blurted out.

My brows creasing.

my name, Nicholas, and your second name which is Coleen."

I heard it from him. He went quiet

joking."

won't allow that. I'm sorry. I'll think of another one."

shake my head. "I love

at me

"Melissa Nicholeen." I say.

at him. "It sounds complete

and says, "Melissa Nicholeen.... Patricks."

bent my head down and felt a little

Melissa Nicholeen Wilde.

Better.

the door opens wide and my heart jumped when I saw Damon standing by the doorway. I don't like this. I really don't like where this is gonna go. He looks at my hand holding onto Nick's hand. Nick looked at me and then moved his head to where

last night. I left him out of the blue without telling him where I was going. And now, I'm in one room with a man holding his hand. Thirdly, he's mad for sure because Nick saw my bruises. I wish I could stand from my bed but

night not giving me a call where the hell you were." Damon starts while he

and exhales

excuse, hiding the fact that I spent a

The garden planetarium? Paying the security to exclusively have your little date with Mr. Wilde behind

a hospital, there are other patients

"Screw you." Damon spits.

body to cover me. He doesn't want Damon to come close to me. When Damon was close enough, Nick grabs his elbow tightly and the second they were close, I worried what would happen inside this small room for the three of us. I'm

near her again and I'll hit you." Nick

pulls his arm so strongly

scare me Nicholas

living shit

wife. Mine and not yours

fist on his face. I gasped and wanted to pull Nick away from Damon.

my wound opening

something. I wanted to run to Damon and pull him away from Nick but I couldn't reach them. Nick wiggles himself away from

don't want to yell

but he doesn't hear

me. Nick's eyes are full of rage and I wish he could hear my voice calling out to

kill you! You hear that?

past. I don't want to happen agin I'm so scared he would do it. Damon crawls on the ground and curls like a ball. His lip and

please." I say weakly. My stitches