Love Aint Always Pretty novel Chapter 69

Drunk In Love

- not intoxicated by liquor or any sort of spiked beverage; she is lit up with attraction, affinity and amor for her man. It might seem like she is saying that when she gets a little tipsy, her inhibitions fall away. But it's really her man who gets her hot, bothered and aroused.

69

"Work that thing baby cakes." Kurt encourages me.

I turned around to face Kurt again and even though it was evident on his face that he dislikes me dancing on him, I'm glad he's still helping me with this. I know it's lame for me to do this to make Nick feel jealous but when he said he still loves me, it made me want to do some revenge on him for leaving me out of the blue, for not being here for me, for taking the money and just left without letting me know why. I want him to see that I can flirt with any guy I want now that he's out of my life and he's not the only guy I can do things like the way we used to do.

Kurt and I finally sat back to our table and I was sweating. My heart is still beating fast, the alcohol is slowly fading away but I know it's still there. I ordered another glass and so did Kurt. Our table was a bit on the opposite to Nick's table, his hand was holding a glass of alcohol and all of a sudden that woman pulled Nick up from the couch. He stands voluntarily while he glances at me before she leads him to the dance floor. He's getting his revenge. He's doing this on purpose.

I hate you Nick.

I really fucking hate you.

"Savannah you don't want to see this." Kurt says to me.

"Oh I want to. I want to see it Kurt." I tell him.

"No. Lets go."

I shake my head. "No. I wanna prove to him that I've moved on. I want him to realize what he lost."

"Ugh, that bitch is so ugly. Look at that dress." Kurt commented.

I smiled.

The woman was dancing too close to Nick while his hands were clinging into her waist. They were face to face and their lips were too close to each other that they're almost about to kiss. Nick wasn't looking at us but his eyes were glued to that woman. She's smiling and he's smiling.

Who is she?

Why is Nick looking at her like that?

He used to look at me like that.

I sigh inwardly.

I bent my head down and wiped my tear. No. He can't see me like this. He can't see me crying.

"I have a plan." Kurt whispers to me.

I pulled my head up to him.

"Stop fucking crying girl." Kurt spit while he thumbs away my tears.

"What's your plan?" I asked.

He smirked. "It's so gonna work. But we'll just have to wait until they sit back down on the couch."

I nod.

"I'm so sure Nick will get fucking jealous." Kurt smirked.

"What is it?" I asked.

Kurt moved closer to me and whispered something to my ear. My eyes widened as soon as I heard what he was planning on doing and I quickly turned to face Kurt again.

"No way." I say.

He smirks. "Well we're already doing it, let's do it all."

I laughed.

"Are you sure you can do that?" I asked him.

He nods doubtfully. "I don't know but I'll try to be man enough for you."

I laughed again and just rested my head on Kurt's shoulder until I froze on my seat when I saw Nick and that woman kissing on the dance floor. My tears quickly gathered behind my eyelids but I'm trying not to make it fall on my cheeks. Kurt quickly stood up and spin my chair around so I could face my back to the horrific view.

"Don't watch it. Shit. Fuck that man. If he's not only handsome and hot I would've hit him straight on the balls." Kurt says to me as he wipes my tears.

"Kurt it hurts so much. Why does it still hurt?" I sobbed.

Kurt looked behind my shoulder.

"Sssh, don't cry. He's staring. He's doing this on purpose." Kurt says to me.

He moved closer to my face that made him look like he's kissing me. Kurt's lips weren't even pressed against my lips, but my tears are still falling.

"Baby, I swear to god I'll make him feel he lost you." Kurt says.

Kurt pulled himself away and wiped my tears. "Let's play fire with fire."

I smirked.

"Ready for your revenge?" He asked.

I nod.

"Good. Now drink up. We need to be tipsy to do it to make it look like it's fucking real." Kurt handed me a shot of tequila.

I grabbed it and drank it all in one shot together with Kurt then followed by the other shot that we both drank in unison again then the third one. I grimaced as I groaned under my throat. It's burning inside my body. It's like hell inside my stomach. Kurt looks at me.

"Let's dance." I say.

Kurt and I headed back to the dance floor while Nick and that bitch is still there. I chose the spot where Nick could see us. I faced Kurt and we were starting to dance like we were an actual couple. Kurt pulled me close to his body as I grind on him. Kurt moved close to my ears.

"It's working." Kurt says.

"The alcohol is also starting." I say.

Kurt laughs.

We danced again sexily as if we were the only ones in here and I just raised my hands to the ceiling as I feel the alcohol starting to make me tipsy. Even though my vision was blurry, I can still stand. Kurt held my hand and pulled me away from the crowd all of a sudden. I looked at Nick over my shoulder, and he's locking his eyes at me as we walk away.

Kurt and I walked to the dark hallway where I could see the other couples making out too. Shit, I didn't know such hallway exist in these kinds of bars. It's like a public make out session in the dark. Holy crap, one on the end of the hallway is giving head to a man. Kurt quickly pinned me against the wall while his hands were holding against the cold marble as he leans forward to me. Kurt's eyes were looking at my eyes intently and I look up at him.

"Ready to make out with a gay?" Kurt asked.

I smirked. "Yes. No. Maybe."

Kurt laughs.

"Don't worry baby cakes, I'll make you feel good. A kiss won't kill you." Kurt says.

My eyes moved to my peripheral view and I see Nick slinking in the corner end of the hallway. It's really working. "He's here." I say.

"Perfect, I told you it'll work." Kurt says

I smiled.

"Now let's give him a good show." He blurted before landing his lips on mine.

Kurt held my arms up above my head, holding my wrist against the wall as I feel Kurt's kiss getting deeper. His tongue now on my tongue. I know he's gay but I feel the burning sensation inside my body. Holy Christ, Kurt is so good at french kissing. Plus, I haven't had sex for almost a year now and the alcohol is making me feel even more horny.

"Oh god Kurt." I moaned on his mouth.