Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 35: 35 Scintilla

Scintilla

- a tiny, brilliant flash or spark; a small thing; a barely-visible trace

Origin: Latin

35

"Can I come in?" Nick asked.

I widened the door for him. "Sure."

I think he's not drunk. He doesn't smell liqour at all. He walks inside my room and I headed to the bed while he stands right across me. He's looking at me while we were alone in this dim room.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

I gazed at my watch, as if I dont know the time. "It's already one in the morning."

"The frat house was too loud, I couldn't sleep."

My eyebrows creasing. "You mean to say you want to sleep here?"

"Can I?" he asked.

I stared at him. "Sure."

I slightly moved and crawled to my bed while he walks closer to me. He sits on top of the mattress and I settled myself on down. He kicks off his shoes and lays down right next to me while he covers the blanket over us. Both of us were still staring at the ceiling and neither of us wanted to talk even though it was evident that we wanted to say something. I propped my left knee and flexed it up while I feel his feet slightly brushing against the toes of my right foot. It was unusual for him to come here this late and unnoticed to ask me if he could sleep here cos the frat house was loud or maybe I'm putting a meaning on it again.

"How was your day today?" He speaks.

"Great. Me and Channing went bowling right after we had dinner. You should've joined us." I said.

"Wouldn't want to ruin your date."

I chuckled. "It wasn't a date. Channing's just a really good friend of mine."

He didn't answer.

"Did you tell him about us?" He asked.

"Nope. He doesn't really have to know our business." I said.

All of a sudden he placed his left leg over my right thigh that it made me look at him. I turn to my side to look at him as I place my left knee over his thigh but he was still staring at the ceiling while his hands were placed under his head. His eyes made me think that he was having deep thoughts on his mind right now and I want to figure him out again. I want to go into his troubled and hard to read mind. I want to figure him out. I want to understand him but it's just too hard. It's just so hard.

"How was your day?" I asked him while I was still looking at him.

"Nothing extraordinary." He says.

He didn't look at me but I was still looking at him. I didn't move and I was just staring at his pointy nose tip and his scruffy beard. I stared at his flexed elbow that showed his biceps while his eyes were still glued at the ceiling. I wonder what's up there that he's much more looking at it than me.

Finally.

Nick moved his head his side and looks at me. I smiled but he didn't. I pulled my hand out and run my forefinger in between his eyebrows. "They're knitted together."

smirked. Finally, a little smile on his gloomy

relaxed his

I smiled.

the way." He added while he pushes my

compliment me. Now I'm doubting if you really mean

I mean it." He says

closer and kissed my

of three by the way. I've been thinking about it lately." I said.

Let's hear your

my hopes up for a future especially if we know we can't own one." I

into my eyes and it was hard to tell if he liked it or not. "That's my rule for

hopes up?" He asked.

Shit.

early as now we need

already hurting me Nick.

what if I fell in love with you. What will you do?" I asked.

go." He said so easily.

Ouch.

words hurt me but the way he said

broken kind of love Savannah." He added.

allowed to show him it's hurting me or else he'll end this. I don't want him to let me go cos I'm already in love with him cos this thing that we're doing is the only thing that makes me happy even though it has nowhere to go. I want him to feel the same way that I do but it's killing me deep down inside cos he shows

two rules left." He

up and smiled at him ruefully. Why does every time I look into his eyes, he makes me think that he's also in love with me? When he said those words, his eyes

think

long will your ex boyfriend be

up here tomorrow. We'll be going hiking. It's what we usually do on Sundays before, there's this hidden waterfall on one of the

He nods.

I come?" He

eyes flared. "You're going

that's alright. I have nothing to do tomorrow

at

gonna be so much fun! We're leaving after lunch around one

kissed my

•••••

parked right outside the dorm. "Channing! Will it be okay if Nick will join

while

Annie. Just stay close by Nick. It's gonna be a long drive."

it for me. I watch them as they talk quickly before Nick heads close to his car. I wanted to ride with Nick but Channing already opened the door for me and it would be very

him to come." Channing says before

to come." I said, buckling my belt on me.

laughs. "This is gonna be a

Nick's car from the rear view just following us. I pulled my phone out and messaged Nick: I

long have you known Nick

Channing. "Since the first

My phone beeped.

find a place in the forest and be a little sneaky so you can ride

in a good mood. He's being playful today. Sometimes I hate it when were texting cos he's so emotionless even on messages. He doesn't put LOL, LMFAO, or

you would be

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