Love Aint Always Pretty
Chapter 32: 32 Caim
Caim
- an invisible circle of protection that reminds you that you are safe and loved even in the darkest times; sanctuary
Origin: Scottish
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I pulled myself up from the bed.
"Where are you going?" Nick asked.
"Shower. I need to take a shower before I sleep." I said while grabbing my towel.
He glances at his watch. "It's already eleven in the evening."
I nodded. "Yeah, what's wrong with that?"
He stares at me as I grab my mini basket that contains all the things I need for my shower --- shampoo, body wash, shaver, conditioner and some other extra stuff. I started slipping off from my clothes in front of him leaving me with nothing but my underwear on then I quickly wrapped my towel around my body. We just looked at each other for a few seconds and I was waiting for him to get up from the bed and tell me that he's going to join me in the shower.
Oh please join me in the shower, Nick.
"I'll just wait for you here, then." he says.
I sigh inwardly.
"Alright. Don't touch any of my stuff." I said as I march my way to the door and headed out of my room.
I walked my way to the shower and saw a few ladies heading out which leaves me alone. Great. If some serial killer is around the dorm, I'm the first one to die. I looked for a clean or slightly used shower room and hurriedly walked inside and pulled the shower curtains to cover me. I started taking off my bra then my underwear then turned on the shower, setting it warmer.
As the lukewarm water was running down my head and wetting my entire self, my mind was still thinking about Catherine. I wonder how she looks like. I wonder if she's insanely gorgeous. I wonder what's the color of her hair, or the color of her eyes, or how her voice is when she speaks. I wonder how she laughs. I wonder how tall she is. I wonder if she was Nick's first person to have sex with and Nick was her first. I wonder where she is. I wonder if they're still communicating each other.
I sigh.
"You shouldn't be thinking about it Savannah." I whispered to myself.
I started humming a few random songs while I was shampooing my hair. I'm a shower singer even if this is a community shower, I wouldn't really care and usually by this time no one is around here anymore so I think the shower room is all to myself. It's like my own little stage then I found myself singing to Ariana Grande's Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart.
I don't ever tell you how I really feel
Cause I can't find the words to say what I mean
And nothing's ever easy, that's what they say
I know I'm not your only
But I'll still be a fool
Cause I'm a fool for you
As the lyrics come out of my mouth, I was also thinking about Nick. I want just a little bit of his heart, not the whole of it but just a little bit but then tears filling my eyes again cos I know wont. I wiped it away. I'm so stupid. Im trying to tell myself I'm not in love with him but...
I am already in love with Nick.
The sound of the curtain as it opens caught me off guard and I quickly turned around. I jumped back. "Nick?" I said whisperingly.
I covered my private parts and popped my head out of the curtains, I looked around but I think no one is here with us. I stood right before him and he was only wearing Tracy's towel around his naked torso and his abs is always a great view.
no one could hear cos what if there
take a shower with you." He says
him and his
What's he thinking?
like that is contagious and I know he is
are you covering that? As if I haven't seen all of you." he
my turn to take a
me turn to face him and Jesus Christ he is butt and front naked. His
Holy macaroons!
get expelled if we'll get caught right?" I asked in a low
caught if you won't
"That would be
you scream though. But let's play a little game." he said while pushing my hair off my
brows creasing.
one who did will pay for our midnight
at him and nodded.
and warmer with every kiss Nick plants on my lips and glorious God his tongue is the best. My hand was busy stroking him to make him hard. We were both quiet but it was still intense and thrilling. Slowly his hands holding
myself away a
a koala. He puts the condom on his length and kisses me back. Little by little, I already feel his tip entering me, I grasp onto his
to come out from my lips. Every time he pushes me down, little gasps escapes from my mouth. I closed my eyes, praying I won't moan and scream out loud. It's not that I'm troubled about me paying for our midnight snack later, I'm more worried about getting caught having sex
stop yourself from moaning."
smiled at him.
then kissing my
•••••
wrapped my towel around my naked body while he was also wrapping his torso with his own towel. I grabbed my mini
cubicle and as we headed to the main door, another couple was also heading. Shit we weren't alone in here. I think they did it too. Duh, obviously. The girl jumped when she saw us and I saw her eyes dilating the moment she saw Nick. I froze. I literally froze. My head slowly moved to Nick then down to his hand where he's holding my red
I hear
They looked so scared
Cos it'll be easy hunting both
feel his hand on my back,
of us headed out first. I lost the ability to speak and to think of what I have to speak. When we reached my room, both of us headed to my bed and he hang
didn't really have to scare them." I said to
Good thing it fits him. I also let him borrow my spray deodorant and when we were done, we headed out of the dorm to grab some midnight snack. We hopped
teach me
already so good at it." He
serious will you." I said
laughs deeply. "Alright, after
us on
what's with that comforter on the
to borrow it from me for them to use
I nod.
He tells me instructions while he's jokingly acting nervous as hell. I was honestly scared as I start
good. Now let go of the clutch and give it a little gas." he tells
what I was
step on the clutch again and set to first
did what I was told
think we're going to survive after this." He joked while letting go of
rolled my eyes at him and he
amount of gas. Just step on it lightly if you still want
a mean-ass teacher."
Im really driving! The car was moving slow but at least I was happy I was