Life After the Storm

Uncertain what to do with Jayden missing, it's like a piece of me went with him. I have been searching for him, but I haven't found any trace of him. I haven't fault anything either which I'm glad that he at least he isn't being tortured. I don't know what else to do but search for him. I don't want to give up but everywhere I go it just leads to a dead end.

With the disappearance of Jayden the memorial never happened and no one was named Alpha. They want to do the memorial along with naming the Alpha. I don't want to go but now that I'm a part of this pack it's my duty. I just don't know if I'm going to really be any kind of good company. I can't stand even being around people right now.

I know that Jayden's disappearance isn't my fault, but I just feel that if I just showed him more attention and been there for him that this wouldn't have happened. I have been so consumed with myself that I have forgotten about him. I hate myself for not paying more attention to him, I wish I could go back and change it, but it's too late.

Landon and I have been searching for him day and night taking turns when one of us sleeps while the other is out searching for him. We haven't stopped looking for him even though there are no leads on where he is. We will not stop until we find him. Landon is supposed to be back for the pack meeting. He promised his mother that he will be here, so I know he will show.

Things have just been hard and there is no way to fix it unless we find Jayden. I don't want to say it's impossible to find him, but it feels like it is. I don't know what else to do. I am so scared that we're never going to see him again. I just don't know how he would disappear without a trace.

I then hear a voice are you really that stupid. Confused as I looked around there's no one there then I realized its star. "Why would you say such a thing? You are my wolf."

you are seeking for what is right in front of your face, that there had been someone in the pack that was involved? He couldn't just disappear without a trace by himself. Someone saw something, but they're not saying probably

so stupid I forgot about spies of this pack God. All I've been wanting to do is find him. I didn't even investigate the pack to see If anyone had information I thought they

mate to die you did not protect him you just left him to be

mates side after all the Times that he hurt us. She is siding with a monster." Star he was a monster he hurt us I had

he is what's important is that why he is lost? Our mate Was drugged. That is why he acted the way

choice did I have? He was injured and I didn't have time to wait

side. I don't think she really cares what I have to say. She wants her mate and that's it. After all the pain that Ivan has caused I don't know if I can just forget about all of it. It might not have been him that did it but it's his face that

be coming up and that Landon should be here anytime. They will be naming him Alpha at sunrise. It's tradition to name the new Alpha of the pack at sunrise when it's a new alpha. It's like a new beginning. It's quite

grab a ponytail and brush it up and put the ponytail in my hair to keep it out of my face. I was never much for makeup. I didn't really like it always