Lie To Me

I sighed.

Reysa had given me chances to think about it thoroughly, but I didn’t listen. Am I prioritizing what I feel and ignoring what my brain is saying — or is even my brain deaf and blind to all of this?

I do not know.

Maybe I was really a fool in love to ignore all the reminders of my friends, so now this is me, there is nothing to do but accept all their criticism.

"You got Renz waiting for you until you are ready to give him a chance. Glen also has feelings for you, but he won't pursue you now because he respects what you and Russell have. Ja, you have three options-well, I don't want you to think that these guys that are head over heels to you are options but you see, you got them. It is your decision whom you will choose, just be sure about the decision you will make." She reminded me.

But I chose the wrong one.

I chose that person who repeatedly ignored me rather than that person I was willing to wait for just to give me a chance.

person who just wasted all the opportunities I gave him over the

we are given the opportunity to think and choose for ourselves, you are always wrong about what we want to

should not choose that thing, we are still

even if we know it will be

I sighed.

decisions, nothing will

the pain I feel from

was wrong, but then, I

That's enough.

it was just right

of hanging out today to relax before I go back to

favorite coffee shop and ordered my favorite coffee and a slice of chocolate cake. I’m not fond of sweets but with the stress I’ve gotten