Kylie Bray (Love, Hate and Billions)

I retort looking out the window for any sign of my cousin, thinking- why the fuck did I think Dexter and I in a car was a good Idea.

“Money isn't going to heal my fucking ankle Kylie, you ruined my career.”

I roll my eyes at that one, but inside his statement has guilt weighing heavily on my conscience.

My temper tantrum left permanent damage to his ankle.

Even if we both know he was never going to have that football career with his dad passing on. But I don't say it, we both know it.

After another ten minutes with his broody face, I have had it.

“Okay, I am sorry I ran you over with my car.” I apologize loudly, exasperated that I have to even say it.

“Sorry isn't going to do shit,” He snaps back.

“Well excuse me for trying to be nice, what the fuck is the problem because we both know it ain't me hittin' you with my car, so spill the beans or shut up because now you just pissing me off,” I bellow.

“The mighty Kylie is pissed, boohoo welcome to the fuckin' real world, it sucks doesn't it.”

could kill me right now, lord knows I'll

term life sucks, spend a day in my life then come say it to my asshole, stop the car,

am swapping cars. With Rae now stuck with the moody Dexter Kent and me,

to know,”

no you don't, let's go

own mind. While mine just riddles me with the never-ending guilt I feel about hurting the people I

do care about Dexter and deep down I feel like shit for doing what

admit it, I deserve his harsh remarks,

in my life more than others do, because deep down I

for that little girl that only ever

forced to watch her best friend lose herself to a mind that she

who is still stuck on a man who she could never have

bleak path my life is taking me as I get

his life and my other brothers did too, even my sister Natasha found it in herself to forgive me for ruining her chances with

is that one day I will hurt them all, so badly that they will never forgive me. I fear one day I will do something so bad and they will all turn

one day I will be alone, with nobody there to save

almost there, if you want to vent sugar now would be a perfect time.”