Into Darkness

Oh god.

"Holy f*ck this is embarrassing" I wanted to hide under my blanket and never come back out.

"Hey, calm down. It's nothing to be embarrassed about, everyone pees and poops" He said, laughing slightly and this made me blush even more.

"Oh f*ck me" I groaned and he laughed.

"I'd love to, but I'm pretty sure the idiot doctor wants you to rest" He smirked and I hit the back of his head with my palm, making him laugh even harder.

"That was pathetic" He mocked me and I stuck my tongue out.

"However, my leg feels pretty okay. It doesn't hurt as long as no one touches it or I move it" I ever so smoothly changed the subject, the consequence being Lou rolling his eyes.

"Who's Nora?" I then asked hesitantly, I didn't want to upset him.

"She was my little sister"

I froze at the words were and looked down at my hands.

"I'm sorry" I quietly mumbled and he shook his head.

"Wait, how do you even know of her?" He asked, scrunching his face.

"Err... You were kinda screaming a few nights ago and I ran into your room... Well tried at least, and you were moving and sweating. I tried to wake you up and you eventually calmed down... Then you said something about how I reminded you of her... Nora" I whispered the last part, it felt to personal to say out loud.

"Oh" Was all he said, he looked down at my hands and I gulped.

"She was only 6 years old" He choked out and I felt my heart brake.

"You don't have to-" I started but he cut me off.

"No, I want to tell you. You've been so honest about your family and I need to talk about this" His voice broke at the end and I grabbed his hand.

"It's been killing me" He whispered and I gave him a sad smile.

"I was sitting in the kitchen, cooking pasta carbonara, Nora's favorite food, I was on holiday from College and I hadn't been home for over a month... My parents were in the garden, trimming the grass and watering flowers... And then I heard screaming. I immediately ran to the window and looked out, that's when I saw a Zombie for the first time. I freaked and grabbed a knife out of the cabinet. I grabbed Nora's hand and ran out of the house, to see if my parents were alright" He took a deep breath and I gulped.

"They weren't" I could see him, trying to hold his tears back and I squeezed his hand.

"There were more Zombies, at least 10. And it only kept coming more and more... Nora cried when she saw the zombies eating my parents organs and I wanted to, but I had to stay strong for Nora. She was holding my hand so tight, and we started to run away, she got up on my back and we ran with everyone else, towards the forest... But then someone, a zombie, grabbed her. And pulled her off me. I tried to-" He stopped, his eyes were filled with tears and he was sobbing and so was I.

I didn't know Lou that well, but he seemed like a pretty closed off person and I felt honored that he wanted to open up to me.

"I tried to save her, but... The zombie, he snapped her neck" He had stopped sobbing and was only looking at me with pleading eyes. I was full on crying though.

"He snapped a six year olds neck, she had barely seen the world. She was too young, too- too pure and innocent"

I kept quiet, not knowing what to say.

'I'm sorry' wasn't enough.

"It's okay to be sad, it's okay to cry. The only thing that isn't okay... Is to give up. You have to believe that life is still worth living, because if you don't. You'll never be able to move on and live a happy life" We were looking each other and I realized that he was leaning in.

While I was in a diaper.

Omfg.

Do I want this?

You have to decide.

Lucas or Lucas.

Heheh.

Staph it and concentrate.

only millimeters away and I decided to

brushed when someone slammed the

entered and I blushed, but covered it

a way,

choose. I can be a single ass bitch if

and

Hell yeah.

But then again.

They're pretty hot.

Oh god damn it.

you can't lead them

to

to slap

pizza?" I stupidly asked him

what do you think?" He

everyone was here and they were sitting around the bed

everyone being here and keeping

been able to look

looked at Lou and I felt guilt when I looked at

since we actually weren't together, we weren't even

as she handed me a plate with a few pizza

happily started to

what do we do?" Colton impatiently asked us and

can play 20 questions or something. Someone asks 20 questions and everyone

I agreed

Who was your first crush?" Tyson asked

boy called Cole when I was like 8

called Lindsay" Lucky said and

she was together with another boy though" He cringed as he thought back at it and

Young, my English teacher... I was 11" Oliver admitted and I

kinda gross" He glared at me and I

on, we were on the 19th question when Loren asked a

loose your virginities and to who?" I looked around as they all moved

know I was 17, it was to my girlfriend at the time" Lou calmly answered and

After that she never talked to me again though" Colton said and I felt a little bit bad

bed" Lou deadpanned and I

and I had to stop a laugh from

some guy I barely can remember" Kylie

Loren asked her big brother with big innocent

was last year and it was with Gina" He

But- just what? She seemed so innocent I just can't-

sat on her madras staring at

she was my best friend! What the hell?" She spat and I

you both?"