In My Desperate Time novel Chapter 186

“Why? I’m not going back.”

I reject his proposal firmly.

My heart still hurts when the scene comes to my mind that he rushed to save Whitney only but ignored my call.

The man standing in front of me just doesn’t care about me, no matter how intimate and happy he is in bed with me. How can a woman that only gives him sexual pleasure be as important as his one-in-a-million wife? I’m his nothing. It’s ridiculous that I thought he would save me at that time.

I feel like tens of thousands of ants are taking the bite of my heart, so painful that I could hardly breathe.

“I’m not here to ask your consent. It’s an order.” Frances says coldly, giving me an impatient look.

“Who are you to order me around? Why should I listen to you! Please get out if there’s nothing else. I don’t want your wife to see you in my room, or I’ll be dead.”

I point towards the door and ask him to leave.

I don’t want to be controlled by him anymore, neither my mood nor my freedom.

This competition is pretty important to me, because Donny just told me the prize for it is one million dollars.

Anyway, I’ll try my best, whether it’s for the prize or the cooperation with DS Company. Though my heart tells me that I really don’t want to part from him, I have to make a clean break with him as soon as possible.

What happened today makes me realize how horrible Whitney is. She has known it. Staying with Frances will not end well for me.

“Jane, can you just calm down? I’m doing this for your good.” his tone softens a bit. But I don’t want to hear him at all.

For my good?

When has he ever done anything for my good?

I never dream that he would consider things for me.

I say to him with a sneer, “I know you’re afraid that I will leave if I win the prize, so you can’t control my life again. How can an arrogant man like you bear a woman abandon you? You think you must be the one to dump me! Is that right?”