In My Desperate Time
Chapter 43 Jane Noyes, who do you think you are?
I run to the bathroom and lock the door.
I lean against the door, and my heart feels like being pressed by a heavy stone, which makes me breathless.
I see things simply. I didn’t expect that things have just started and I have begun to think that it is not easy to stay at Frances Louis’s side.
I have prepared to throw my dignity away, but in the end, he tramples me to pieces.
Below me, there is a muddy liquid flowing out, with a silk of red.
Of course, I know. It's not my period. It's my transformation from girl to woman.
How ironic!
What's the point of this blood coming out now?
Can I bring Frances Louis in and show him?
“Jane Noyes, maybe your life is just a joke.”
I walk to the shower with a wry smile, open the shower head, carefully wash my soring body, and wash off the blood on the floor.
Let all these unimportant things go with the water. I just want to solve my brother problem through Frances Louis, and I don't want to think about anything else.
I don't know how long I've been in there. The foggy water fills in the bathroom, and I feel a little dizzy.
But I don't want to go out, I don't want to face Frances Louis' scrutiny.
At least, not tonight.
There is a rhythmic knock on the door, followed by the voice of Frances Louis.
“How long will you be in there? You wash yourself so long, Are you not clean, or I am not clean?”
I am shocked and don’t know what to do.
I am glad I have closed the door, or Frances Louis might have come in.
“Right…right away.”
I reply quietly, ready to get a towel to wipe the body, but suddenly I slip
hits the floor so hard that I black out.
you doing? Get out?!” The unhappy voice of Frances Louis
to come in and save me, but I don’t want him to see me naked.
around me. But my tongue is like knotted, I can say
God, no! Can anything worse happen to me?
calls me again outside
Then, the world
I think he has gone, but
Then, Frances Louis
is boiling hot. But I couldn't open my eyes. I have no idea what expression of Frances
see him, so as not to die of embarrassment under his eyes.
Frances Louis holds me up. I feel soft under him. He probably
It takes me a while to feel less dizzy
importantly, I was conscious the whole time!
whether Frances Louis is in the room or asleep.
a little, and meet Frances Louis's eyes.
face, but
air conditioning opens, he
Frances Louis has been looking at
face suddenly blushes. I pull over the quilt and
“Why are you still up?” I turn my head away to skip the awkward subject.
“Don't wash so long next time, you lock the doors and windows. If I had come in
Frances Louis glances at me
said, I guess I was poisoned by carbon
solved the problem,
cell phone rings, and he picks it up gently.
“Well, I know. Wait. I'll
the other end of the line. He would be so gentle to
woman I saw in
and I just take what we need, and neither of us
I come to him for Frank Noyes.
gets up and says, “you sleep first. I have to go
have something to talk to you.”