If only he loved me too

Silence, deafening silence.

After the incident, we didn't speak with each other but I could hear the wheels turning in Adrain's head as we drove to his apartment, knowing his personality he was bound to break the silence any minute now

"What was all that about?" Finally, the question left his mouth, surprisingly a person as loud as him The tone of his voice was quite calm but there were underlining fear and nervousness in his composure.

I sighed looking out the window and back at the road ahead " I don't know that either " trying to come up with a decent explanation with the events of tonight

" he knew you and you seemed to know who he was talking about, Erika, are you in some kind of trouble?" he asked looking worried for me which warmed my heart, it's been a while since someone was worried for me "we need to report it to the police if you are in any kind of great trouble" it's cute how he had turned the course of tonight's incident into something that might seem dangerous to me.

"I am not in trouble Adrian, it's just a ghost from the past coming back to haunt me, nothing to worry about," I said and stopped at his apartment dropping him off "but promise me that you won't say anything about what happened tonight" I warned him making sure I sound more serious than I was.

"No matter what I'll always be there for you, and I won't tell, anyone I promise, but promise me that if it turned out to be something you can't handle we will go to the police," he said smiling at me and leaned closer to my face, and stopped right in front of my face, our lips inches apart. I leaned away knowing the next action he sighed tiredly  " one day, I hope you understand my feelings and reciprocate until then I'll be waiting," he said then kissed my cheek before getting out of the car, this isn't the first time he tried hitting on me or tried to indicate his feeling towards me.

I sighed and leaned my head on the steering wheel and groaned in frustration, I want to move on, I do but every time I try to kiss someone or try to initiate a move on someone, I back out at the last second. It's like my body doesn't want to reciprocate with my mind, every time Adrian leans down to kiss me I back out, I want to kiss him, be with him, he is a very nice guy, he would be good for me a nice guy with a warm personality and would keep me happy but he is not him, not someone who can make me weak in the knees with just a look I know in the 4 years of our marriage we didn't do anything like a real married couple are expected to do we have kissed only a couple of time but I don't know what I crave and want and unfortunately, it's not Adrian, but I can't have both, as much as I want to replace the crazy and lusty I feel towards Mimosa I can never feel it with Adrian that's the reason I don't want to lead him on.

Hating myself for what I have been doing to Adrian I drove back to my apartment, I had moved out of my mother's house since I don't want to burden her. I park my car in the basement parking lot and pressed 7 on the number plate on the side of the elevator door. I was too tired to greet the neighbors as they entered the elevator as well. I walked to my apartment door and opened it to be greeted with a small being wrapping themselves on my legs, that action brought a smile to my face

"Oscar, how are you baby, did you miss me?" I picked him and smoldered his face with kisses, he barked happily and wiggled in my arms. Oscar is a Labrador retriever, a gift from my friend Nicole as a house warming present, I had always wanted a dog but Vannesa was allergic.

As I poured Oscar's food into his bowl I noticed something on the coffee table, there was a bouquet of deep red roses along with it there was a note with very familiar handwriting, I hesitated before picking it up and read it out loud, it said

'Nice Dog'

The next morning I stepped inside the Price building and was met with chaos. Media was everywhere and they were crowding the lobby, security was doubled with the number of people trying to get into the main

in less than a second I was surrounded by flashes of camera and mikes

this was going

you apart of this

Enterprise succubus

this

Mr.price at the night

the news that broke out

Dimitri

startled me and I started shocked at

they find out?' I asked myself with dread filling my

didn't want to feed people more information about his death but the main question was how did they

safety before the media bombard me with

within 24 hours that has completely turned

I called out as I entered his cabin and he was sitting on his chair with his head in his hands, news playing

know?" He whispered, I barely heard

I asked again walking