If only he loved me too

After my short and emotional moment with Mrs.Price, I left Price Mansion went back to stay with my mother in my old house. she didn't push much for an explanation just hugged me and told me to use my old room upstairs, that's when I realized how strong of a woman my mother is. she lost the love of her life at a young age with the responsibility of two little girls and now to watch your younger child going through the same pain must be terrible. the only difference in our situation is that she had lost the love of her life and mine didn't want me.

I sighed unboxing the last box and I have officially moved in. I had such an emotional time that I need an escape a real one this time. so, I called my childhood best friend Nicole. she is very different than my other friends she is not nerdy and boring. She is the opposite of that.

I press the call option and wait for her to pick up " Erika Julia Price, how dare you leave without a single text or a call. do you realize how worried I was when Mrs.B told me? huh?" she screamed in my ear my lips pulled in a small smile, finally, someone how didn't treat me like a fragile glass doll who might break with a little push.

"Hey, Nicky," I greeted not as loud, she was silent for a second 

"I pick you up at 5," she said but she could hang up as always I told her to pick me up from my old house she agreed and that's how I ended up at a salon 

According to the breakup guru aka Nicole Martinez, makeup and makeover solve everything. it was a good idea since I haven't had a proper hair makeover for almost a year, the stylist loved my long dark hair so he kept it long but gave it a nice look. later I had to go through trimming, threading, waxing, and a full-body spa in approximately 5 hours. while I was going through the reincarnation, Miss. Nicole was busy shopping since according to her the full makeover was never complete without a proper dress but she joined me soon enough. 

When the clock hit 10 pm Nicole forced me into a beautiful black short dress which was sort of decent for a widow ( according to others but divorced according to me) and she wore a red bodycon which enhanced her hourglass figure, she is Afro-American with dark chocolate complexion, height 5'5, curly hair, and black eyes. she was considered the most beautiful girl in my high school she is also the prom queen, being an heiress gave her a lot of leverage so she had a business degree handling her own company.

"Ready?" she asked crazily excited making me chuckle and nod," say it, so I can hear," she yelled on top of her lungs and also the radio which played some rocking party song.

I smiled "Yes," I yelled joining her level of enthusiasm 

get this party started!" she yelled and drove towards our destination, for a moment I was scared to ride with her

was called and being the goody-two-shoes that I was, have never been to a place like this. the bouncer let us in when he saw it was

smiled at me mischievously "This belongs to one of my ex-boyfriends," I looked at her disbelievingly "What, it was a mutual breakup and we are friends now," she tried to reason making me shake

regular club people were wearing minimum clothes and lots of people wore collars, people were wearing leather pants and no shirt, women were holding whips and there were people like us who wore regular party clothes. I

is... this is..." I couldn't

a BDSM club" she smirked

hardest not to look at the guy who was only wearing a collar and a very, revealing thong. yeah, a

not take this off unless you want to have some fun," she suggestively wiggles her eyebrows. I scowled at her and took the red

wearing the

a regular club some people might only like to visit and just experience without doing anything sexual. the owner came up with these protective bands, there are three types of bands blue is for staff that indicates if they have consent they can

mingle and then there is a red band like yours," she said tapping the band on my left hand "That indicates that

was happy

as my vision got blurry I felt free, and finally, I was

I had didn't realize before but she wasn't wearing any