If only he loved me too

"And you do?" Dimitri asked me in a challenging manner, looking on the road ahead and not spearing me a glance. I chuckled in a very good mood

"Of co--" I tried to reply but the words seemed to stick in my mouth, I kept trying to say those words but nothing came out.

"Why don't you answer me?" he asked angrily clenching his jaw and not just talking but it was getting difficult for me to breathe as well, I held my throat trying to talk but the pressure was too much. "why?" he turned his head in my direction and I screamed wordlessly

Blood seeped out of his head and down his beautiful face, his face was turning pale, his cheeks hollow, then his eyes turned lifeless. "Do you love me, now?" he asked in a very hollow and scary voice that did not belong to him. slowly his face was decaying right in front of my eyes and there was nothing I could do, I tried to move forward to touch him, feel him, hug him, but my body was glued in its place

"Yes" I chocked on my words but it came out bearly as a whisper and everything was getting fuzzy, slowing my vision was fading away from my husband

The last thing I heard before I lost consciousness was "Too late" 

I kept struggling to breathe, gasping, choking, and all sorts of things but no use

"We are losing her," said a voice from a distance, I could not feel my body, I was floating in the abyss, I had no control over anything and for some strange reason I didn't want to too, I wanted to give everything up and just let go.

is going into cardiac arrest," the same voice said again, suddenly I felt a shot of electricity through my body and then again, and again.

up from where I was lying and inhaled a huge amount of air, lights blurred my vision, there were

face came into my vision and he held my hand "It's gonna be ok, you are ok," then slowly everything faded but before I was swept into the

"Dimitri," 

in the room, groaning I hesitantly opened my eyes, everything was painfully white, I laid on a hospital bed, wearing a hospital gown, plaster on my

my family. mom looked up and ran to me, she burst into tears and hugged my

was so scared, I thought I lost you too" she wept but I couldn't remember why? then like a flood. everything came to me, the party, dancing, pool, being in his arms,

fear, I gasped from all the pain and pressure the

slowly flew in my body and I looked at them scared "Where is he?" I asked again but no reply, having enough of it I pushed my body to get out of the bed and ripped the IV out, blood dripped from my hand as every bone in my body screamed in protest but

My mom begged but I couldn't stop. my

to bed" he

I need to see him now," I begged him, his face turned pale and sadness took over him. he didn't reply just kept glancing at my mother and sister

while replying, I tightened my hold on him "He is gone" when the words left his

head denying what I heard, it's not possible, he couldn't leave me,