I Will Escape novel Chapter 109

DOMINIC'S POV

As I am waking up, I see nothing I didn't realize I slept so long. The alpha must have gone on without me, I don't blame him he wanted to get back as soon as possible. I was so weak I couldn't go on I needed rest. I can't believe that he left me especially asleep where I would have been defenseless. I can't be angry at him because I know the reasoning on why he left.

I hear twigs breaking I become nervous I jump up and defense mode ready to fight. Then I realize it's the Alpha he didn't leave me he's still here. I am so shocked I can't believe that he waited all this time and left me relax. I didn't think he was the patient kind I thought he would leave me, but I guess I was wrong. I am sort of relieved that he waited and surprised.

“It's about time you wake up you been out for almost 10 hours I wanted to leave you, but I couldn't bring myself to doing it.”

“I'm sorry alpha my exhaustion got a hold of me I've been running ragged for so long my body just couldn't take it any longer.”

He looks at me, I know that something's wrong I want to ask him, but I don't want to be nosy. I can tell that there is a lot on his mind and I feel so bad. I couldn't understand how he feels right now, especially finding that his daughters have been alive all this time. It has to be hard on him, I am realizing how much better I feel being fully rested my exhaustion is gone. I don't know the last time I actually felt this good.

“Well get yourself collected we need to get back to the cabin now.”

“Yes Alpha I am ready when you are but is there anything that you need to talk about before we head back something seems off.”

“How could you possibly help me how could I possibly talk to you, your just a regular Wolf you're not special how could you ever help me.”

I am confused by his words I know he's angry from all of this. I want to comfort him I know that he is hurting, and it will knock him off focus.

“No I am not special, but I am your daughter's mate if you need to talk you can talk to me, I will not speak a word of it to anybody else.”

He is silent he doesn't speak to me, I can tell that he's thinking about it whatever is on his mind is eating at him. He wants to let it out his frustration and his anger, but he doesn't know how. I don't push it I don't want him to think that I want him to talk to me because in all reality I don't care. I just don't want his motion getting involved when it comes to saving Sabrina.

He looks at me teary eyed “How could I have not known that my daughters were alive all this time? I just stopped looking for them because I believed that they were dead. Later to find out that they survived all this time.”

“This is not your fault Alpha they were presented to you as dead. You would have never known that they were alive.”

“I should have known that they weren't my children that were presented to me instead, I just assumed. I was so caught up in my grief of losing my mate that my daughters I never checked into it.”

I then realize this man is broken-hearted he lost his mate and then thought he lost his children he was alone. No wonder his heart turned cold, and he gave up on life anyone in his position would have done the same thing. He lost his entire life in a blink of an eye.

“Sabrina doesn't blame you for anything she knows that this was all because of the Alpha it had nothing to do with you.”

“His parents killed my mate there Luna helped lower my wife in. She was so kind-hearted my mate Show always wanted to help know matter what.”

“I am so sorry I did not know that has happened to do.”

“I'm not done she was pregnant almost to term she said that she did not need my assistance, that she didn't want them to feel threatened. I am not sure of the details but from my understanding she killed the Luna protecting our daughters. The Alpha killed my mate and my daughters, I thought. I should have felt the connection to my girls, but I didn't. I am not sure how he hid them from me Now I'm thinking it was my grief that hid them away from me.”

“Alpha it's not your fault you had no way of knowing that they were alive.:

“It doesn't matter how many times you tell me that it is not my fault it is my fault I should have felt them, but I was so consumed with pain I wouldn't allow the connection.”

“Alpha when we lose our mates the pain is overwhelming it consumes us it is not your fault. Who knows if you would ever felt their connection before.”

“If I wasn't so caught up in my grief with the loss of my mate, I would have been able to fill their connection.”

“You don't know that for sure you can't say that you would have felt it because you don't know you thought they were dead.”

I can see the frustration taking over his body as he's getting restless he goes and arches his back and let's out a howl almost like it's a howl of sorrow. He falls to his knees into desperation I want to comfort him, but I know that he needs to let his grief out especially his guilt that he is feeling. As I look over to him, I can see his green eyes turn golden. Its remarkable something that I have never seen before.

I can't imagine the way he is feeling the pain that he must feel. The suffering that I feel that Sabrina is not with me, I couldn't imagine going through the pain if she was dead. I don't know how he feels honestly I don't know how he has survived without them. No wonder he has turned cold, he is lost his entire reasoning of being alive. I sit back and allow him to take all the grief out that he needs to. Hoping this will give him some kind of relief he is not bad he's good he has just lost his way. Once he gains control, I feel bad for those who stand in his way because there is going to be hell that will be paid. Suddenly, a smell the best smell in the world but I know that it can't be really her then I hear her sweet voice it's as low as a whisper “Sabrina is that you.”