I Will Escape

As he gets out of the shower I sit down in the tub and curl myself into a ball. I cry out. Tears streaming down my face. I am embarrassed and hurt. I am terrified. Why is this happening to me? I let out a crying scream. My innocence is gone. He took it from me! He has taken everything from me. I don't understand why he wants me. Why he chooses me.

I tried to stand, but my legs are weak. They're shaking. As I look I can see blood running down in between my thighs. I am sore, I have bruises covering my body, and scars that he gave me from the door and beatings that he put me through. I'm wondering why he is doing this to me.

I make it standing up my legs still shaking. I start washing my body trying to scrub his scent off me. The water is burning my skin. I scrub and scrub.

I hear a knock at the door, “Hurry the hell up Sabrina!”

I respond, “Ok,” feeling beaten. I finish washing my body then my hair. I go to get out of the shower and there is a towel on the sink. I dry myself and look into the mirror seeing the bruises on my throat, my face looking broken, and feeling broken. 

Jazz says, “We need to stay strong Sabrina. It is going to be rough and it won't get better. We will get through this.”

“I know jazz, but I'm scared.” I know I can do this. A fire lights up inside me. I dry myself off and get dressed.

I walk out the bathroom and see Joyce the Alpha's sister. This bitch thinking she knows me lets the fun start. Joyce says, “Hi Sabrina. I was just coming to check in to see how you were feeling.”

I respond, “I'm fine. I could be trapped with your monster brother that just raped me not just once but twice and a lot probably to come. Living the dream. How about you Joyce how are you doing!”

am doing fine thank you. I know my brother is demanding and possessive, but

and the mark on my neck proves it. Joyce I think you should probably go. Just get out. I don't need you

he asks. I really want to tell him to go fuck himself, but the truth is I'm

“Yes I am.”

It smells so delicious it's making my month water. He puts a plate of food in front of me. Eggs, bacon, and toast. He sits beside me and demands for

my shoulder and I jump. It scares the shit out of

“Please don't touch me.”

stool, and he growls, “I will do as I please. Sabrina you need to realize you don't have

at him, “I hate you,” I respond, “You

up by my wrists and forces me to stand. Then I sit, and he tells me to finish eating my breakfast. I do not because

As we are walking the halls I pass a familiar scent. It was Tonya. She was here. I stop moving dead in my

thought I

Don't stop. I need to get going,” he says as he opens up a bedroom door roughly pushing

I will be back later. Someone will bring you lunch. Don't cause any issues, or there will

understand,”