I Will Escape

I decided to check on my sister not sure how she is feeling about all of this. It has to be difficult for her. Having all these memories come back to the surface from all the pain the Beta inflicted. Even if she's going to get her revenge it still has to be difficult to see him in the flesh. I prepare myself the best I can as I walk into her room. I can tell that she is upset. I want to make her feel better and take the pain away. It's just not that easy.

“Tonya are you okay?”

“Honestly I don't know what I am anymore. I'm so pissed at Damien he is such a coward. For him not wanting revenge on the man that raped and abused me.”

“Tonya I don't think he really understands what all happened to you. Did you ever tell anyone? I know you never told me.”

“I am embarrassed on half of the things that he has done to me, I never told anyone. He shared me with other werewolves when I would misbehave. He would allow them to do as they please.”

“Tonya, I'm so sorry that happened to you.”

“Sabrina I couldn't get my wolf to come because she was too scared. I was so weak and I just gave up. I submitted to that bastard, so he would stop the abuse.”

“Tonya you did what you had to do to survive. You had no other choice but to submit. That does not mean that you gave up you are strong a survivor.”

“Sabrina the pain was unbearable. Every time he raped and tortured me, I did not have my wolf to help ease any of it. I couldn't take it. I tried to kill myself multiple times. Just to end all of it, but he would not allow me to die.”

“Tonya they are not in control of our life anymore. We are in control of what we want in our life. We are never going back to that life of torture ever again.”

saw him it made my skin crawl. I just wanted to rip out his fucking throat. I am so full of rage and sometimes it's hard for

knew that he was not my kill that he needs to feel the pain you felt. He deserves to be killed

pain he has caused us. I will not kill him, but let him suffer from

not let him run back to his Alpha. They will attack and kill our

his Alpha will let him live? Let him live after he fails to do as he is told. He won't let

the Alpha. We need to be prepared, we

we finish this in the

course, Tonya I love

“Love you too.”

I walk out of her room, I'm confused not sure why, she would want to provoke the Alpha. What is she thinking. She knows that we can not defeat Alex yet. She needs to slow her role, and not press our luck against Alpha Alex. I go to

you standing on guard my

his back cuddling into him. I love the way that

should let him alone. We don't know if he will

he still is completely out of it. Seems quite odd don't you

like a big teddy bear, he always knows what to do no matter what. As he continues to snuggle into me, he makes my body just

against her, she is going to