I Will Escape novel Chapter 129

I gasp for air, like I'm coming up from being held under the water. I grab a hold of Dominic, not being able to control the tears coming from my eyes. I can't, I am not the Alpha that my pack needs me to be. I'm not weak, I'm just damaged. I need to speak to my father. I need him to take over until I am mentally capable of leading.

I look at Dominic. Can you please go find my father? I need to speak to him now.

"Sabrina it is 3am in the morning."

"I don't care, I need to speak to him now, please."

Then we hear a knock at the door, as Dominic gets in a defensive mood. He jumps up and heads for the door as he opens it.

We hear my father's voice "it's ok, it's just Axel Sabrina's father I felt that she needed me, so I came to make sure everything was alright."

Dominic opens the door for him to come in and he looks back at me "I will give you guys some time alone, so you can talk."

"Dominic, please stay. I need you here too, please."

Axel walks over to "what is going on Sabrina?"

"I'm not sure if I can be the Alpha the pack needs right now."

"Sabrina, are you asking me to become the Alpha of your pack."

"Just until I am able to be the alpha that the pack deserves I need to heal from what has happened to me."

"Sabrina, they will see you as weak."

"Father, please, I can't be what they need to take the devil's pack down. I am damaged."

"We all are damaged Sabrina. It's what strengthens us. I will help you, but I won't take your title."

"I can't imagine what you have been through, it takes time to come back. I will help as your father but not as your Alpha."

"I'm scared that I will fail them. What if my nightmares turn to reality and I get us all killed? I'm scared."

"Sabrina, we are all here because of what the Devil's Pack has taken from each one of us. In time, it will be our turn to get our revenge. We will take the Devil's pack down when the time is right, I promise you that."

"I'm just so tired."

"It doesn't give you reason to give up,, especially when you have a pack that would indeed die for their Alpha."

I know that my father is right. I can't give up. I need to fight and push myself, even though I am scared. I have a pack that is dependent on me that has come from all over to stand with me in this fight. My nightmare just seemed so real that it terrified me. I feel so weak and embarrassed by all of this.

I was willing to give up my title so easily because of what was wrong with me. I need to find a way to pull through. I need to find a way to block all the things that Alex has done to me. I know that it hasn't been long since I escaped, but I need to be stronger for my pack.

"Your right father I need not to be scared but to build my strength to fight the fight that we all have been preparing to fight even though I am terrified I need to be there for each and every member of this pack to be able to guide them and help them in any possible way that I possibly can."

"Sabrina you're going to feel lost and want to run away like all alphas do, but we will find a way to get through all of this."

"Thank you for coming and talking to me, I think I'm ok now to go back to sleep."

"I will see you in the morning bright, and early. We have training that needs to begin and plans that need to be figured out."

Dominic then gets up and leads my father to the door and leads him out. I know that Dominic is confused by all of this, I can tell in his face and that he is so worried about me.

"Sabrina, Let us all help you. We can do this as a team, you're not alone, so stop acting like you are."

"I'm sorry Dominic, I know that you want to be here for me, I have been such a fool will you please forgive me."?

"Sabrina there's no policy necessary I just want to be your mate I want to help you with whatever you need help with Don't shut me out."

As he's walking towards me, he sits onto the bed and reaches his arms out to me "come here Sabrina."

As my entire body tingles from his touch, it's exhilarating, I love being around him. He pulls me onto the bed, and we lay down beside him loving being so close to him god his scent is making me crazy. He gives me a kiss on my cheek and tells me "let's get some rest, a new day starts in the morning, we will deal with it all then my love."

As I lay next to him, and he falls asleep, I lay quietly in his arms loving his arms being around me, I love being next to him but knowing in the morning Is when the true test begins I'm going to find out if I am capable of being the Alpha they need even though my father is not willing for me to give him the title of being alpha, but I will do what is necessary and what is best for my pack.