I am a Second Female Lead novel Chapter 133

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥This chapter is dedicated to ms. Suzana. I have put two chapters in one. Till Monday ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

"Why would your mother detest me so much and why do you repeatedly say, so-called mother?" Sheri diverted his thought.

Devon looked at her.

"It was a long story between your parents and my so-called mother. Your mother and the Empress were once friends and both were in love with the General but the General choose your mother over my so-called mother. That makes her enraged. When the Emperor saw my so-called mother. He was in love and marries her but in the end, it was she who poisoned him. She hated your mother to the bones and wanted your father. So she made all the movements. Upon investigating everything. I unexpectedly found that I was not even his son. It makes all sense all those heavy punishments I received from her. I was just an abandoned son. Raised by her and become her tool for her vengeance. The emperor keeps on checking your father for the fear that the empress will be snatch away. That is one of the reasons why he sends your father away, every time there is a war."

Sheri was shocked by all the revelation. No wonder why the Empress looked at her mother so maliciously and no wonder the Emperor was into the matter of the general. Sheri was still the whole time and didn't speak instead she felt extremely exhausted with all the revelation and prefers to sleep. Sleep might aid her to digest all the information she received.

The whole night Sheri and Devon sleep in the bed.

Morning arrived Sheri's head is painful. She slowly wakes up and recalls everything that Devon said.

She sits down and starts to massage her forehead. Devon came with a tray of food and medicine. Sheri was looking at him the whole time.

"Why is that I didn't see that he looked like Du Wen."Sheri thought to her self.

Devon gently put down the food and hand over to her a pill.

"It's for your headache. You sleep very long." Devon gently said.

Sheri looked at him and after a minute she takes the medicine and drinks it in one go.

"Eat also, so that the medicine will be more effective." Devon further said and put the tray in front of her.

Sheri didn't shy away instead she started to eat. She stops when she tasted the soup. The memory of Hunter soup flashes into her. When She grabs the bread. The taste of the bread she likes when she was in hospital in her own world is the same tastes the bread she's eating. She pauses and looked at Devon.

"Didn't you like what I made, I can make another?" Devon was nervous when he saw her stop eating and look at him.

Sheri shakes her head and started to eat again.

Sheri and Devon were silent the whole time. Sheri didn't want to talk to him.

Two days passed by. Sheri and Devon didn't talk. Every time Devon arrived at her room Sheri is gazing outside the window. Sheri was figuring out everything on her own. It gradually sinks into what happened. She doesn't know what to feel and how to feel. Everything, for her, is hard.

Here is a man who made away for her to be reborn into Sheri and was able to recognize her and keeps following her and due to the misunderstanding, they have missed the opportunity to be together.

This was supposed to be her punishment world but it turns out to be complex. Sheri was looking at Devon who is silently putting down the food tray. The whole two days Devon was patient he didn't force Sheri and neither asked her. He was always there providing everything she needed.

"I want to go out." Out of nowhere, Sheri spoke.

Devon stops for a second what he was doing and put down the tray his holding.

"Alright," Devon said.

Sheri was silent again and turns her eyes outside of the window.

"But I will be coming if you don't want me to come. My offer is still available, and it will never expire."Devon gently said and opens the drawer of the bed. There lay the gun.

Sheri closes her eyes.

She walked toward where the gun lies and grabs the gun. She readies and points the gun toward Devon.

Devon didn't budge when he saw that she is pointing the gun toward him. Instead, he walked toward her and holds her hand and places the gun in his heart.

He looked at her. She looked at him. He caressed her face.

"I love you and if this will satisfy you. I wholeheartedly surrender my life for you."

Devon doesn't want that Sheri will soil her hand so he will shoot himself for her while clasping her hand.

Devon was supposed to press the trigger when Sheri pressed the magazine release button. The detachable magazine box where the bullets are falls to the ground.

Sheri put down the gun and drop it on the floor and return to look outside the big window.

One thing Sheri knows for sure. Mistakes after a misunderstanding have happened between them she does not want to make another mistake. Two lifetimes she was hurt but she wanted to think it through.

If he wants to follow so to be it. Sheri doesn't actually don't know what to do.

Devon look at the back of Sheri. He was absolutely ready to shoot himself, but she stops at the last minute. A small smile form in his lips. It means perhaps he has a chance. Even a small chance he will grab it. As long she allowed him to stay by her side.

The next day she went outside her room. She walked into the garden. It was a beautiful garden. Sheri just wanted to get her head straight and think about what to do. She keeps on recalling every mission she has and everything that has happened.