His Human Mate novel (Amelia and Xavier)

Xavier's POV

6 months. It has been 6 months since everything happened. Since I went into the darkness. Since I became a monster. Since my mate died.

After she was gone, I couldn't do anything and wanted to isolate myself from this world. But then I realised that's the same mistake my mum did and I can't do the same mistake.

My Kingdom still need me. Amelia always respected my duties I did as an Alpha King and I won't disappoint her. I continued my duties as Alpha King.

No one talks to me properly. Not Nathan, not Angela, not even my mother. Because of that, I had stopped talking. Only when necessary.

Nathan only communicate with me when it comes to the pack and Kingdom. He calls me by my title and nothing more. I wouldn't blame him.

I am the reason his sister is dead. I have become more ruthless and merciless. When Amelia died, she took my light along with her, leaving me in my darkness.

I made sure there were no witches alive anymore in the world. I took everyone down, sparing the kids. I knew how much Amelia loved kids and I couldn't do harm to those kids.

But promised one day, when they grow up, I'll come for them. This is what has become of me. I became a monster.

Here I was torturing a rogue for disrespecting me. He was pleading me, yet I continued my torture on him. This is how I keep my mind busy.

Once I was satisfied, I went back up, when I saw Nathan approaching me. "Alpha King, Alpha Miguel is in the line for you." he said grimly.

I nodded my head and went towards my office. After washing my hands, I picked up my phone. Miguel greeted me from the other line.

"Xavier. How are you?" I just hummed in response. "I have been calling you to come over for months but you refused. But now I need you here."

everything, he has been pestering me to come over to

could understand. Rogues has been getting out of control these days. I

linked Nathan to come over. Within

Miguel's territory. Get about 2 men. We will heading over ASAP." I instructed him.

me one day." I whispered. I felt his body tense. He just walked

as I took her hoodie and sniffed it. It immediately calmed me down. I took her photo and caressed

little one." I said sighing. "I wish you were here. I wish you

you are not here, kills me. I wish to come to you so badly. But you wouldn't want that. You would want me to live for

for them, little one." I said tearing up. I miss her so much. I wanted her back so

asleep in her bed like everyday clutching onto her teddy bear. When I first saw that,

She would have looked so cute. That was the last image in my mind

again from nightmare. It was of, Amelia, dying. This haunts me every night. It has

was 5am. Might as well stay awake. I went

it was 7.30 am. I waited for Nathan to

things and left. The faster I leave, the faster I can come back. I made my

seeing us, the guards let us in, bowing to

head. "Welcome Beta Nathan. I am sorry for your loss."

and got down to

tried to get information from them, but they wouldn't bulge." Miguel said sighing.

I asked him as he quickly showed us the path. We followed him down the basement

moment he showed me them, I snarled at them. "Let me be alone." I demanded him. "But-" I stopped him by