His Doll

After one week

Abhinav's p.o.v

It's been one week since I have gained my senses back and the doctor has performed surgery on my right leg. They have attached a prosthetic leg so that I can walk. My health condition is quite better though my skin was severely burnt and the burn marks are noticeable on my whole body.

Well, I am not upset that my leg was castrated. Because I deserve this. It was the same leg that I used to kick Devika. It's Karma. Whatever I have done with her, for all those sins I need severe punishment and God is punishing me. I am glad about one thing that my children are safe and Devika is also here to take care of them.

After I opened my eyes, Devika and my children are always coming to the hospital to see me. Devika didn't talk to me nor I have any words to say. My sins are so huge that I didn't dare to ask for her forgiveness again. I am grateful to her that she is letting me meet my children.

Right now, Devika and my children are here in the hospital to meet me. My condition is quite better now. After playing with me for some time, my children are sleeping in the hospital bed beside me. In sleep, they all look like small cute angels.

I am now looking at Devika intensely who is looking at her lap without any expression on her face.

 I said to her lowering my eyes," I am sorry, Devika."

" Sometimes sorry can't fill up the void which people creates," She replied sternly.

I asked her," What should I do to earn your forgiveness? I will do everything whatever you will tell me to do."

" You should think about what you should do for my forgiveness. You have damaged me so much that I also don't know what can repair me," She said coming forward.

 Her eyes are holding anger and somewhat too much hurt. She is going to pick up Devansh when I hold her both hands and kissed her knuckles.

 She is looking at me with a blank expression. I said to her smiling,"  I love you, Devika. I will do anything for your happiness."

" You didn't love me back then now what happened that you are claiming that you love me? What has changed? I am still Bhabani Gupta's daughter whom you hate the most, "She asked directly picking up Devansh who is still snoring in his sleep.

I said with too much regret," I was a complete asshole who judged a daughter for her mother's sin. Trust me Devika, I love you from my childhood. From the very first."

" Childhood?" She asked me raising her brows.

I said chuckling," Yeah, you used to come to our house and play with me. I used to pick you up and twirl you around. You used to love whenever I gave you piggyback ride. You don't remember anything because you were very little at that time."

" So, you hurt the person whom you loved just for your revenge. Your love is so weak that it didn't stop you whenever you were hurting me," She said with a heavy voice and I can see tears are forming in her eyes.

I am going to say sorry again when she said with a sad smile," Why this love is so stupid and weird? My mother destroyed many innocent lives just for her obsessed love and you destroyed my life and now claiming that you love me."

Saying all this she tries to wake up the children when I again said," Please...Devi........"

" I am glad that I didn't love anyone except for my children," She said sternly and this time I felt that something has Pierced through my heart thinking that she never loved me for once.

" you are a fool! How can you expect her love when you have always hurt her!! My subconscious reminded me.

I asked her again with hopeful eyes," Devika, can you forgive me for our children's sake? I promise you this time I will not disappoint you. I will give you every happiness."

Before she could reply, my children have woken up and started talking with their innocent voice. Devika said to them affectionately," Cutie pies, it's time for going back. We will come again tomorrow to meet your papa."

"Mamma, I want to sleep with papa," Dipti said hugging me.

I patted her head and said softly," Go with your mamma now. You will not be able to sleep here comfortably. Come again tomorrow sweety."

After convincing my little kids for almost 20 minutes they are ready to leave the hospital with their mother.

Devika turns towards me and said giving me a warm smile," Thank you for saving our

creating a writhing sensation inside

pure and beautiful. I want her to smile always. I can not act like a stubborn person anymore. I can't hold back her anymore. She will be happy without me. I want her happiness and she will

After three months

sure? Arnav asked me

my head taking the pen in my hand. My hand is shaking and I am feeling like to not sign the divorce papers. Tears are forming in

months since I am completely fine. In my life, everything is going fine except for Devika and my relationship. I am not finding enough courage to ask for her forgiveness.

agreed on this matter that we should

We are here to sign on the divorce paper. After coming here she didn't even talk with me. I can see her gloomy face. She should be happy but

Devika," Mrs Agnihotri, it's time to sign the papers. Are you sure about the conditions that Mr Agnihotri can meet the children anytime

children's father. He has rights on them,"

a sad smile formed on my lips thinking that at least she permitted me to meet my

Are you agree with the condition that you and Mr Agnihotri will take any kind of decisions together for the children?" The

the divorce paper. I signed the paper putting a stone in my heart. I am feeling too much hurt which

her to sign I saw her hesitating. She looked at me and I found some emotions

paper, Devika. I will not be a disturbance in your

fall on the paper. She placed her hand

but stopped thinking that now I have no rights on her anymore. She is not my wife anymore. She is

After two Days

At Night

Author's p.o.v

photo frame. The photo was taken at his and Devika's reception. In the photo, Devika and Abhinav both were smiling and Abhinav was holding Devika's

I am sorry, Devika. Because of me, you

head on the photo and said crying," I have always loved you, Devika. I shouldn't have acted like an animal with you.

is feeling like going somewhere alone and spend some time. Devika's thoughts are making his condition vulnerable. He can't

his head to the door. He found Ruhani

easy chair," I am feeling restless, ma. Her memories aren't leaving me. In this whole room, in my heart, everywhere is

truly?

love her more than myself.

going to say something when Abhinav said with a heavy voice," I will leave everything. I will leave my house, business..everything. I don't know where will I go. I just

will leave everything? Are you out of your mind?

breath," I will divide my every property and give them to my

without seeing your face and you are saying that you will

felt guilty seeing

crying seeing Abhinav's condition. She is patting Abhinav's back to

time Abhinav left Ruhani ma and said wiping his tears," I will leave everything and everyone. I don't have to worry about my children. Their

bed like a broken person. He

realize that you love him," Ruhani

frowning

She said scolding him," How can you give up so easily!

we are divorced. She will not......." Abhinav tries to say when Ruhani ma said loudly," Then, make her realize that you love her. Make her trust in you. Make her believe that

time Abhinav said rubbing his whole face," The sins I have committed they are unforgivable. She will never forgive me let alone love me. I don't

at me," Ruhani ma said cupping Abhinav's face and Abhinav looks at her eyes

strong. You were always strong and passionate. Then how can you act like a weak person? Ask for her forgiveness until she forgives you. You also

am still angry with you for hurting Devika but now I can see real love for her in your eyes. That's

promise you, Ruhani ma. I will go any length to earn her forgiveness and win her heart.