Her Volkovs #Book 3

Belle's POV

I decided to take a long hot bath to calm myself down. As my body drowns in the warm water, I can feel my nerves slowly relax.

Mary Arabella (forced to be a) Volkov, a hungry, depressed, unemployed and sexually deprived, pregnant housewife.

I'm trying to figure out why Alexei is trying his best to avoid physical contact with me. Did Nikolai order him not to have sex with me? But that that doesnt even make sense. Right from the beginning, Nikolai did not have a problem sharing me with Alexei. The three of us shared the bed just fine.

Alexei, albeit being the second in command in the Russian Mafia, is a Boss in his own right. He decides on his own in many instances and he even squares off with Nikolai if he thinks his Boss is doing something against his better judgement.

Maybe, the problem is me? Have I become too ugly to bear having sex with? My mere touch used to drive the libido of those two into hyper speed, but now Alexei wouldnt even touch me.

Oh god. It's me. I am the problem.

I drowned myself underwater hoping to erase the self doubt that is creeping inside me. I will try to hold my breath for as long as I can.

I gasped for air as my body coped from the utter surprise when someone pulled me up from the tub abruptly. What the hell?

It's Nikolai, "What is wrong with you Belle! What are you trying to do!?"

I'm now coughing so hard since water was able to get in my mouth and nose. Nikolai instantly carried me in his arms out of the bathroom. Alexei followed, holding in his hand a white towel.

My husband placed me on top of the bed and wiped the towel on my face.

"I was just taking a bath Nikolai. Can't I just take a bath in peace?" I am covering my breasts with my arms, thank goodness I still have my panties on. Nikolai and Alexei's full attention are on me. Alexei is holding his waist with his hands while Nikolai sat beside me in bed.

My husband continued wiping my body with the towel. He looked so worried because he thinks that I was trying to kill myself or something. And why the hell would I do that is beyond me. Life is kind of cruel to me the past few weeks but that is not enough reason for me to end my life, especially now that I'm having a baby. This one right here is a celebration of life itself.

"I'm fine Nikolai." I feel like my whole body flushed because the two are looking at me so intently. Geez.

I quickly pulled the covers and hid my whole body under it. I then removed my panties and hurled it next to the bed because I feel like a baby with wet diaper.

"You can both leave now. And no, I'm not going to kill myself just yet."

Nikolai pulled something from the drawer beside the bed and gave me a cellphone.

"Call me if you need me. Or you can just scream my name. Ill be here in no time. Okay?" Said Nikolai while handing me the phone.

I did not fight him off and accepted the phone instead. "Okay." I answered.

sat beside me and tried to kiss my forehead but I slightly looked away and pretended to adjust

I knew, I felt him pull the the covers, inserted himself under it and snuggled me with full hard erection rubbing behind my back. Oh god, well hello there Volkov

my spine the moment

just me princess..." Alexei mumbled softly as he lands small and slow kisses on my

manner. Shameless flow of lady

You don't have to force yourself

made me face him by pushing my body to lie on my

like his hazel eyes are asking

and ugly and

a kiss on my lips before I

get. I just don't want

heart melted into a mushy marshmallow. I became speechless as his words linger inside my heart. That's so gentlemanly

not only hurting yourself for

really? You and your brother

our fingers down and grab any part we want. An ass that makes waves when groped and shaked. Boobs we can smother ourselves

he touches it and does as he says, it's kind of weird and funny

can go on and on but it will still

as my pregnancy progresses. I'm not really

"The curvier the better."

it won't be curves. It will be fat. Flabs here

voice inserted himself. The voice of the

here all along! Listening and watching us. He's sitting on the couch where there's not

is." Alexei

will bet my left boob you two did not date a flabby girl

right, we did not. We simply did not date. Dating is not

These two can get any woman they want in just a wave of a hand. And they arent really normal men, they are Mafia Bosses, they don't do normal dating stuffs. Heck they don't even do normal

because he chased fat girls in school and forced them to hold hands

surprised about the "forcing" part of Alexei's confession about his brother?

am however amused by the fact that he literally chased fat girls when they were kids. Ahhh, I can just imagine

at each other and bursted into laughter. My face heat

to the bed. His eyebrows

another fit of laughter. Nikolai left the room and

needs a hug." I said while wiping the tears of

brother needs more than a hug." He brushes the back of his hand on my face gently. "My brother needs

on my side forcing Alexei to remove himself from on top of me. He then spooned me,

I ready