Her Volkovs #Book 3

Belle's POV

I did not have the courage to ask Alexei about my internal struggle. To be perfectly honest, I am scared of the answer that I might get.

Perhaps this is not the right time. Or maybe there is no right time. Or maybe this is just all in my head. Urgh! I really hate myself right now!

Erase! Erase! Erase!

While I'm battling my internal struggle, my husband began his naughtiness, AGAIN.

"Nikolai stop it baby. Papa and Yelena are watching."

He is planting his face on top of my femme and sniffing like we're just in our room, all alone.

We are not. We are at the cemetery, having a picnic right in front of the gravestones of Papa Vyacheslav and Yelena. The two are resting their heads on top of my thighs, Nikolai is to my left while Alexei is to my right.

My body is still sore. My femme needs time to recover. My lips, nipples and cl't hurt.

"I'm sure they understand, right Pa? How about you my baby sister? See, it's fine with them" He answered, looking up at me with his handsome face. Goddammit that face!

As much as I would want to roll my eyes on him, it would be futile since I'm wearing sunglasses. So I decided to let him be. It's not like I can stop him anyway. This man's stubbornness is just too much to even bother fighting off.

His men are surrounding us from not too far, standing and looking serious as always. There are a few standing near the SUVs while Yuri and Boris are the nearest to us.

My other love Alexei is taking a nap, his back is on the ground being a good boy this time. Last night though was a completely different story. When my Alexei decides to be a bad boy, he reaaaaaaally is a bad boy. So help me god, him and Nikolai's roughness is equally scary.

But I'm not complaining. I love them just the same. Perhaps even more so.

I ran my fingers on Alexei's face gently. While his eyes are still close, he caught my hand and softly landed kisses on it. He then intertwined his fingers on mine and places it on top of his right cheek.

The doubts that have been lingering inside my head are slowly dissipating into thin air. Maybe this is just a phase in my pregnancy wherein hormones are screwing up with my emotions. Or maybe it's just me.

Regardless, I look up at the beautiful blue sky and thank the heavens for giving me these two. A few weeks ago, I was just a 26 yr old virgin, from the other side of the world. Went to New York to live life away from the overpotective reach of my father, but ended up crossing paths with Nikolai who happens to be the Russian Mafia Boss, and way over protective than my father. And in the process fell in love as well with his brother, Alexei. And now I'm pregnant, and loved by the two most important men in my life. I could not be thankful enough.

"I love you both."

Nikolai rolled back and faced the sky, "I love you Mary Arabella Volkov!" He placed his hands around his mouth and shouted at the top of his lungs.

"I love you princess Belle!" Alexei did the same thing. Only this time, we heard some reactions from afar. It's from a funeral right across the street and they are all looking at our direction with frowns on their faces.

I bit my upper lip and covered my mouth in embarassment. I slap the two on their arms and hushed them. The two just chuckled, obviously not bothered by the disturbance they have caused to the grieving party.

bought for the picnic to shut them up. Nikolai would bite my fingers as I shove the grape to

can you at least try to be a good

on his stomach and faced my femme again. "Are you sure you

"Ahuh. Pretty sure."

boy starting now." He answered while looking

start. How does it feel to be a 2 seconds good boy?" I

kill me

chuckled to his brother's words. I just shook my

know what Nikolai, just be yourself. I love you just the

just the

flashes a smile and planted his face on my femme once again. "I know." He

chance that he can permanently glue his face on my femme, I think he will do it in a

take care of the poor thing

continued sniffing my femme part as if not hearing what I just asked

goatie?" I

sent to a place where there's peace and quiet." He answered without a

"Nikolai!"

the goat to the mansion. It can roam around the fields

this. But then again, whenever I put my trust in him, there's always a point where he hurts me. I just hope this time I'm

approached us and cleared his throat. "Boss." He

from the ground, but not without kissing me on my lips passionately. He then walked

chin.

He whispered while looking at me with his unbelievably

can say back. Another wave of heat rushed

Why am I even feeling butterflies in my stomach? I try to look down but Alexei caught my lips once again. He

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Alexei to come to him and it looks like its something serious. They look like they have agreed on something and then the two approached

scooped me from the ground, "We have to go baby." He said as he

eyebrows

as

to sense my puzzled look so

be announced any second from now. They will be agreeing on the date,

that is a lot to take in. Questions

You mean

in amusement. "I won't call us friends. It's more of a business arrangement more than being friends with them, even though some of them have become good friends with my father. We formed a group to benefit all of us. In short

by that I have become more interested and curious, not