Her Unwanted Mate On The Throne

Chapter 167 A new worry

Doris paced the small tent for what felt like hours. The dirt on the floor marked her small path she took back and forth where she wasn’t a step out of rhythm. She wasn’t even sure how much time had passed since they arrived at the camp, but she knew William would come for her soon and she would have to tell him.

Briefly, she wondered if it was possible for her to keep it a secret until she was positive that she was with child. But the thought of him finding out that she hid it from him was worse than telling him now. At least if she was wrong, he could let go of his worries.

What if he didn’t want this? She couldn’t imagine that he would. He’d lived his whole life being free and living for no one but himself-now she threatened that lifestyle for him. She remembered all the times he told her she didn’t matter or that he didn’t need a mate. What would he say to this?

Beth left her to her own thoughts soon after she settled in. It was wise for her friend to leave before he got here. If only she could disappear too. It would be so easy to take her packed bag and leave in the middle of the night with one of the horses

“Doris.” A deep voice startled her right out of her thoughts as it always did. Doris turned to see William by the entrance. His arms were crossed over his chest as he watched her pace like a pathetic fool.

“William.” Doris cleared her throat and forced her shaky hands to remain still at her sides. She knew he watched every move she made as if he was calculating it all in his mind. She was not his prey, she would be stronger than that.

William crossed the room and seated himself on the edge of the bed near her. She wanted to force him to stand and face her, but him sitting almost made her calmer. As if he wasn’t as big as he was before and she could handle him now. “Do you want to tell me what’s wrong or do I have to force it out of you?”

Doris picked at her nails silently before she finally went to sit next to him. “Okay. I don’t know how to say this because I’m not even sure of it myself.” Doris started. He remained silent and she tried to pretend that she was alone just so she had enough nerve to say it out loud-even with his eyes burning into her. “Beth thinks I might be with child.” She blurted out.

Silence. Deafening, awful silence filled the room. Doris pinched herself to remind herself that this moment was real and she wasn’t drowning in her own misery alone. She opened her mouth to say more, but nothing would come out.

“When did you discover this?” William finally asked. He hadn’t moved an inch towards her. It sounded as if he was holding his breath more than anything. Perhaps he was about to choke on the information.

“I’m still not sure if it’s even true but Beth thinks my nausea and dizziness these past few  days might be the symptoms of pregnancy but she isn’t positive yet either.”

“Past few days?” William stood. “Why didn’t you tell me you were sick?”

“I thought you had enough to deal with, William. I didn’t want to add to your long list.”

eye level. She leaned back a little to take in his full expression.

day. I didn’t,

you’re not going anywhere near the battlefield. I

in her hands. She could see his mind spinning

move them from his face. “It means we will get you checked and it means I will do everything to

his own. Slowly she felt her worry start to burn away but never completely. “I wasn’t sure how you

William stayed silent.

through your mind to

William said quietly. “I wonder how he felt when he learned his mate was with child-with

had the

if the medical tent is up yet. They might not know for sure,

“William-“

before he left her. Doris watched the entrance for eternity wondering if he would pop back in. It wasn’t until it grew dark that she realized

that made her starving and sick all at once. She couldn’t decide

like jelly and it made her want to fall instantly back into the bed and sleep until the war was over. Until

take it?” Beth whispered as she handed Doris a plate. She glanced around the room as if to make

He seemed fine at first and then he left. He said

a few

sat herself down again to pick at her food. “I honestly don’t know how

process it. I’d give him time.” Beth kissed Doris’s head and then left

the middle of the night when

in his grip and it was then

you?”

with her. She wasn’t even sure that they were going to share beds or not while they were here, but she melted into him as if no time had