He Got Me Pregnant

No one could ever understand the pain that I am feeling right now. I am sobbing, but I always try to shut my mouth up because I don’t want them to see and hear how fucked up I am.

This is so hard for me. I don’t want to go back to the suite and let my children see that I am hurting..that I am crying.

I did the right thing, right? What I said is the truth. I am not his mistress. If there will be something that I lied about, is the fact that I told them that he’s not the father of my children.

I am fixing myself in the elevator. I will request to Daryl to send me back on Nevada after this because I don’t want to get involved again. I don’t want my children to get involved with these issues. I don’t want.

From the first place, he was the one who started all these. He was the one who fucking ruined everything.

I don’t care if I fail my ego from this. I don’t care if I can’t fulfil my task on hurting him. I don’t care.

Wearing shorts and spaghetti straps- with a while lose cardigan, I went inside the suite.

I caught him smiling while playing with my children, while Julius was on the corner, busily talking with someone on the phone.

“Babies, can Moma and Daddy talk for a while?” I said immediately.

Daryl’s eyes caught mine. His expressionless eyes were like daggers on my skin. I just gulped and neverminded his intense stares.

“Okay, Momma. But be quick we have a lot to talk.” My Baby Red said like a boss.

When I look at Daryl, I can see a ghost of smile rose on his lips. Tss.

“In the bedroom, please.” I just said.

I was walking to the bedroom when I noticed that he didn’t. when I turned to look at him, he is smirking maliciously- as if I’m going to initiate something naughty.

can’t help but sound

me as he started walking towards me. “Yes, Ma’am.”

was already sitting on the bed but I didn’t mind it at

your mistress and that I am disgusting for ruining the marriage of the woman who gave me a job. That I am such a bitch for making you accept my children for money.

and just watched me taking deep breaths in front of

care about what people say.”

couldn’t help

silent for a

I have now. And in just a glimpse, everything is ruined because you are back into my life- I..I regret why I am so much eager to hurt you, to avenge myself..I should have stayed from where

you to trust me, Neysha.”

trying to pull me close to him but I didn’t let

only hurting me; you are hurting your wife…and I

if he wanted to

fantasies. This will never give us happiness.” I said and went out of the room.

tears in my eyes and drink some water in the kitchen. When I finally

can’t bring us back home.

checked everything but I just can’t

home. What we

This is all because of

innocent from the

you think Daryl can let all of these happen?” He

to make us all miserable?” I

don’t think he wanted these to happen. I

just think of that possible thing. Is he planning